That's al well and good, and I don't have a problem with charismatics per se, but I know that when I am closest to God, I and still, silent, humble and obedient. in addition, I know that when I am silent and solemn, there is no risk of me causing my neighbor to break their concentration on the Lord. I do not wish to cause another to lose focus.
That's exactly it. You haven't really abandoned yourself if you're thinking about the needs or the reactions of the people around you.
I, too, am more likely to close my eyes and shut the world out when I am deep in prayer. Since I often play the organ, once or twice I have come close to missing my cue, and there has been a 2-3 second lapse (which, in retrospect, seems like an eternity to me.)
But it's probably those times that I'm most in the moment.
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