Great reading your poems Lynne. Great to see your inner struggle bringing in a harvest.
See you around.
Dear Lord
What is it that made You Love me?
Why would You mind me?
Why Your Love flow through me?
Your Spirit of Truth to guard me?
Your Son to save me, time and again?
Oh Heavenly Father I adore Your Name!!!
Only You deserve all the glory!
Please protect me from my enemies!
Slap them on the jaw.
Never to hear that alien tongue no more
Your Peace to be my every moment.
Lord Jesus, how I long for You to rule me in all things.
See my doubt and unbelief keeping me away from safety.
Please keep me close to Your Heart.
Truth to seek with all my heart,
You to find right within.
Oh Son of David what a Kingdom You Rule!
What are the nations compared to You?
Why would I fear man with You as my Father?
(The Lord shows...)
Please Lord I'm weak, run down, confused,
So incredibly worried!
Frightened stiff at times.
I try to have faith but I have none.
I knock on the door but it is shut
I cry out in vain.
I'm in darkness still!!!
Mostly I lay on the ground with my hands up defending myself against my enemies,
Crying out after Your ability, faith to stand!
Gnashing my teeth, seeing my faults, my brazen sin
Seeing the heartless things I took all in
Attacking me now and tearing me to bits,
right before my eyes.
With these goats I have been!!!
Trampling all over You!
You are just Father to do this, who am I to protest?
I so sorry I had life in that wickedness for so long, disobeying You,
Seeking just for myself.
Even Your grace I have robbed for myself many a time
So I could keep going on with wrong.
Yet now it is Your turn to correct me,
Your turn to teach me right.
Your turn to see me speak out of the dust.
Your turn to laugh.
Please let me always be with You!!!
I know You will have grace!
You came for me - to save me!
I don't fear the destroyer any more,
I fear You!
Consuming fire - are but words - Yet You are Holy, Holy, Holy!!! (Let the Nations quake!)
I love You!
I praise Your Holy Name.
Please let me stay with You
Don't send me back!
I've had enough,
Yet not my will but Yours be done.
Teach me to accept
Also bad from Your hand
Knowing that it is my own
And not Yours.
Accepting that fact
and dying to it!
Please wash me with Your Fire Jesus.
Please put me ablaze with love for You
Let Your Loving Truth be my guide!
Please, dear Son,
Walk with me for awhile,
Let Your love be the Wall of fire that is around me.
I need You kind of badly right now!
For I'm slowly going mad!
And there is very little I can do about that!
Apart of making sure I walk with You
and not with that fiend screaming at me all the time!
Dear Heavenly Father
I wanted to add my inner pain and sorrow this day!
The enemy suppresses the truth from being told!
Please destroy his power over us here.
He has taken control over everything I try to witness about!
Yet cursed are those forces who deny You our truth to be!
In Jesus Name I ask.