#1.
My prayers and sympathies go out to you.
You have my sympathies. In reading this thread, if I understood you correctly, you are going through a lot of pain that needs to be managed. My prayers are with you so as to manage this pain so that you can focus on Christ and Him alone in all things. For I am sure you would like to follow Jesus in everything according to His Word and give Him the glory by the good work He does in you (When you surrender more to His inner working).
#2.
The Bible is sufficient for all matters of our walk with the Lord in this life.
The Bible is sufficient for all matters of our walk with the Lord in this life. 2 Timothy 3:16-17 says,
"All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: That the man of God may be perfect, throughly furnished unto all good works." There are many evidences that back up the Bible that tell us that it is divinely inspired and perfect. I would encourage you to check out my Blogger article here for the many evidences that prove God's Word is trustworthy, and sufficient.
Love Branch: Evidences for the Word of God
#3.
God's grace and His following instructions on righteous living.
We know that from Genesis to Revelation, it is filled with instructions on how we need to be reconciled with God and then we need to live righteously in order to have fellowship and salvation in Him. As you know (
being a New Covenant believer), this begins by believing in His Son Jesus Christ and what He has done for us (for salvation), and in seeking forgiveness with Him, and in believing in His death, burial, and resurrection on our behalf, and inviting Christ into our life by way of prayer. This is God's grace and it involves receiving a new heart with new desires. Without truly experiencing His grace, we know, no man will seek Jesus, and or desire to follow Him and or uplift His Word or trust in it. After being saved by His grace, we will naturally want to enter the Sanctification Process (if we decide we want to continue to make Him our Lord and Savior). For we have the power to live righteously by the working of His grace and Spirit. So we should strive by His power, and being and not our own to follow the Lord's commands that come from Jesus and His followers (Note: This would not be going back to the 613 Laws of Moses (
as a whole or contract); For example: We do seek to obey things like circumcision, the Saturday Sabbath, and the dietary laws, etc.). However, God's moral laws (
that came into existence for mankind after the Fall of Adam when they received the knowledge of good and evil) should be obeyed (
i.e. like: Do not murder, do not steal, do not covet, etc.). This is the kind of Law that Gentiles were able to keep without having the Law of Moses (See: Romans 2:14). The Moral Laws have continued on into the New Testament (
or New Covenant). 2 Timothy 3:16-17 says that all Scripture is profitable for righteous instruction. Righteous instruction is in how to live right or righteously. So there must be some kind of righteous instruction when it comes to the topic of medical marijuana (
even though it may not be clear to an individual at first glance). The truth on this matter may not be apparent to us at first because we seek to justify our own way (
that is sinful), but the Bible is clear on how to conduct ourselves in this life (if one is truly seeking the truth of it in His Word with God's help and they are not seeking their own path or way). There is a way
that seems right to a man, But its end
is the way of death. (Proverbs 14:12). Time does not change God when it comes to the core of certain good things. For the Lord our God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.
#4.
We need guidance from God, and we need to study His Word.
The Spirit will guide a believer into all truth (John 16:13). This is not always an overnight process.
2 Timothy 2:15 KJV says we are to study God's Word to show ourselves approved of unto God.
"Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." (
2 Timothy 2:15 KJV).
In other words, if we study God's Word and ask God to send His Spirit to help us to understand His Word, then we will be truly seeking after what God thinks His Word says (if we truly want to follow Him).
#5.
Explaining why Pastors differ in opinion on this topic.
Pastors will differ on this topic because some are aligning with what God has talked to their heart on what is good and right, and others simply want to do the wrong thing (Although it is not obvious at first). Many appear to put on a sheep's covering when they are actually ravening wolves. But narrow is the way that leads unto life, and few be there that find it. Most want to justify sin and wrongdoing these days. Surely, it would be a waste of our time to serve two masters. One is either in total commitment to following the Lord, or they are only pretending to be His master. If wants to play games with their soul and take the wide gate path everyone is on, they by all means, they will justify just about anything these days in the name of the Lord.
#6.
Abstain from all appearance of evil.
I think it is important not to have an appearance of evil.
1 Thessalonians 5:22 KJV says,
"Abstain from all appearance of evil."
If you tell people of this world or believers that you take medical marijuana, the picture they conjure up in their minds is that you are a pothead whose car and apartment is filled with a thick fog of smoke with them coughing and repeatedly saying things like,
"Hey dude," "That so cool," "That's radical, man," in a surfer kind of voice. They will think you hang with people who worship a plant instead of the one and true living God. They worship it because they wear a picture of this plant on their clothes, and have it displayed in their homes, and they talk about it all the time. Marijuana is their god. Does such medical prescriptions leave your home smelling like your a pothead in your car and home? 1 Thessalonians 5:22 says avoid having any appearance of evil. So if a Christian posted on this forum and they declared that they take medical marijuana, I would encourage them to edit all their posts in this thread (and other ones) so as not to give people the impression that they take medical marijuana in any form so as not to make people think the wrong thing of them (Thereby ruining their testimony or witness for Christ).
#7.
No excuse or allowance for smoking or vaping.
Cigarettes and vaping in general can lead to coughing (chronic coughing for some), and lung disease. So a doctor who prescribes these versions of marijuana is not really a doctor, but a drug dealer. Sure, he may be a licensed doctor in the eyes of the State, but he is no different than the guy on the street who gives harmful substances to kids that destroy their own bodies. 1 Corinthians 3:17 says,
"If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are."
Just take an hour researching cases in how real people died from cigarette smoke and the pain it caused them. Such a thing, while a part of the creation was not intended to be used in such a way. Oh, and those folks who quote Genesis 1:29 and Genesis 9:3 about how you can eat any green plant or herb, etc. have not considered that there are poisonous plants out there that can kill you if you eat them.
7 of the World’s Deadliest Plants
Either things have changed after the Fall, and or from the point of the beginning world from the time of Noah (after the flood), or it was understood by Adam, and Noah that there were certain plants later that could harm them. Surely, the command did not include them eating poisonous plants. That's just silly to say so otherwise. In fact, wasn't it the eating of the wrong tree (which is like a plant) by Adam the cause of all the trouble we are in now?
There is medical marijuana that does not involve smoking or vaping (as I am sure you know): Should you do it or continue to partake of it? Again, much prayer and searching the Scriptures on this matter should be taken before throwing down the hammer of judgment against concluding that God's Word may not be sufficient for handing the tough questions in living righteously today. Only your own conscience of the new man in the sight of God, His Word, and prayer can lead you to make the right decision ultimately, but I would be cautious to not tell others that you take it (if that is the case), because it can make them have a wrong idea about you that is not true. For is the guy who smokes marijuana or vapes a follower of Christ and in right standing with the Lord? I don't believe so. They are destroying their lungs, and the rest of their body, and potentially doing the same for others around them, as well. We are to live in such a way that is beneficial to others, and not in a selfish way. Christ was obedient to the Father unto death. Christ died so as to save others. We are to follow Christ's example. We are to let the light of Christ shine unto others to those who are in darkness.
I hope what I said here helps;
And may God bless you this fine day.