Haven't posted anything here in quite some time. I'm schizoaffective and not taking any medication. I should be but where I am now I wouldn't know who to turn to. Living in Keyes, OK and it really sucks here. Trying to get back into Texas but not having any luck finding anyone who will take my brother, myself, our three dogs, and our trailer back. I'm really having a lot of depression, some hallucinations....but I hide it so my brother won't worry. I'm watching a lot of inappropriate content because it makes me feel so lonely. What should I do to make my situation better? Any answers would be greatly appreciated. Thanks....