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I Backsliding really bad. I was a devoted Asperger's Christian that came to God then when things fell apart I left him. I blamed him for years for lost of job and friends "that I must have used first and God later" later realizing it.
However growing up in a home with not a single saved person that do sinful things and hold grudges I am not surprised I backslide.
So even though I posted more of an serious question's here before how can I stay with God alone in my house remember no outside friends and no one to give God advice at home so talking to myself to God seems very depressing?
Of course some here will say find a church well I walk almost everyday and all I see are Catholic "very bad experience" and "Lutheran" churches walking distance no"Evangelicalism" churches. Of course to use to go to one in Bay Ridge but I had to take two trains which I hated again an excuse to stop going to far away.
So being alone talking to God is very hard not too backslide again.
However growing up in a home with not a single saved person that do sinful things and hold grudges I am not surprised I backslide.
So even though I posted more of an serious question's here before how can I stay with God alone in my house remember no outside friends and no one to give God advice at home so talking to myself to God seems very depressing?
Of course some here will say find a church well I walk almost everyday and all I see are Catholic "very bad experience" and "Lutheran" churches walking distance no"Evangelicalism" churches. Of course to use to go to one in Bay Ridge but I had to take two trains which I hated again an excuse to stop going to far away.
So being alone talking to God is very hard not too backslide again.