- Apr 24, 2017
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When I was a Christian I could never do anything for myself, I never wanted to leave Jesus but! I was dragged away by my need to survive, otherwise I'd probably kill myself. No amount of believing changed me.
I couldn't work, couldn't shower, brush my teeth, go out, I was afraid of hell, food poisoning and everybody. I prayed and read the bible, tried to go to church, listened to Christian authorities and tried to stop all my sinfulness.
But none of that made a difference. So like I said I walked away from the whole of Christianity, then slowly things changed. Seeing these changes I walked further and further away from my old beliefs, and I became the person you know now.
Should I stick with myself, or return to Jesus?
I couldn't work, couldn't shower, brush my teeth, go out, I was afraid of hell, food poisoning and everybody. I prayed and read the bible, tried to go to church, listened to Christian authorities and tried to stop all my sinfulness.
But none of that made a difference. So like I said I walked away from the whole of Christianity, then slowly things changed. Seeing these changes I walked further and further away from my old beliefs, and I became the person you know now.
Should I stick with myself, or return to Jesus?