(Sorry, I'm not a native English Speaker)
I have aspergers and possibly Alexithymia. I won't tell you the story since I just realized(Thank God) how absurd were the actions I took regarding a coteacher that I liked. Long story short, I had a complete emotional and mental breakdown from the decisions that I took that I knew were wrong(I deserved it).Even so,I thank God this incident to me since it opened my heart and my eyes. After that, I actively avoided her at the workplace since I thought it was the best option for the both of us.
My questions are:
1. How do I ask forgiveness from her?
2. Is it necessary to explain all the details of why I did all those things?
3. How do say them to her?
I thought about just disappearing after the school year so she won't have to deal with me anymore, but I just can't leave without closure. Bad signal reading and anxiety are thorns in my side.
I have aspergers and possibly Alexithymia. I won't tell you the story since I just realized(Thank God) how absurd were the actions I took regarding a coteacher that I liked. Long story short, I had a complete emotional and mental breakdown from the decisions that I took that I knew were wrong(I deserved it).Even so,I thank God this incident to me since it opened my heart and my eyes. After that, I actively avoided her at the workplace since I thought it was the best option for the both of us.
My questions are:
1. How do I ask forgiveness from her?
2. Is it necessary to explain all the details of why I did all those things?
3. How do say them to her?
I thought about just disappearing after the school year so she won't have to deal with me anymore, but I just can't leave without closure. Bad signal reading and anxiety are thorns in my side.