Hi there. My name is Christina. Im pretty much an open book, so ask me anything.
The twist is I have some questions of my own!
1. How did you become Christian and how long ago?
2. What is getting on your nerves right now? (Don't be mean and say these questions lol)
3. You see a stranger crying, what do you do?
Hello Christina, and everyone.
#3. I would approach that person, to see if I could help.
#2. Being unwell is lets say difficult, and that is what is on my mind / nerves.
#3. I left the best to last,
I became a Born Again Christian eleven years ago. I was in a Court Room, waiting my turn to be called up, and a woman came over and started talking with me, she told me of how God had helped her in her troubles, and how her life was changed through God, she asked me to come along to her church on Sunday, this was on a Thursday, I nervously appeared at the address I was given, to find I was the only person there, about a half hour later people began to come in, some were setting up a PA system and I offered to help.
From the very first person came in until the last, I could tell they were different,
they were happy, friendly, enthusiastic and confident, in one word they were Blessed.
Then a man was introduced to me as the pastor, this was odd for me, but nothing I questioned, for in my mind he should be a man of God, and he certainly was, he was a white South African man, who I oddly took to right off, which at that time surprised me, for I used to look at the saddening images of what was going on in South Africa when I was young.
In any event, the service began, and I was in Heaven, for every song and every word answered a question that I had in my head for the past year.
For in that past year I had been very sick, in bed almost all the time, aches pains tiredness, and on top of this I had my ex summoning me to court on a monthly basis.
And I, had been continually questioning God, as to why me, why are other people allowed to lie about me, and conspire against me day and night, I got intimidated with phone calls emails and relentless trips to the local garda station and court house. I just could not understand why God allowed this to happen.
But as the Sundays passed, I learned more about God's ways and his love, and not just through hearing the word, but through actions, His actions.
I learned that God is not responsible for the actions of man, God gave us a perfect world to live in, and that He is just as sad as I am at watching it being destroyed by man, His very own creation.
Through His word and actions all my questions were being answered, and I soon realized that God was not ignoring me, nor had he ever done so.
I had always believed in God, yet I never knew how to go about having a proper
relationship with Him, for I was brought up in a Catholic family, never had a bible,
and never heard the gospel, other than extracts, that were repeated on a ceremonial basis, and of course, no Sunday school, so no bible teaching.
I was never told how much He loves us all, nor how He wants nothing but the best for each and every one of us.
But that joyful day eleven years ago changed all this.
I know God loves me, I know I love Him and will continue to serve Him alone.
I am however very sad to say that in the time since I first walked through the doors and heard the word, man nor Christian man has not seen me, I continue to live alone, in conditions that make me more ill on a daily basis, I am ignored by all, I am in bed as I type, my house is full of mold, I can not cook in it, I can not shower in it, I can not clean it, my bed is crawling in mites and filthy, and as am not able to serve in Church due to my illness, I am forgotten.
I suffer from Chronic Fatigue, can not work.
But for anyone reading this I hope you take great comfort in knowing as I do,
that no matter what the challenges in life are, (we all have them)
God has promised us a future beyond our widest dreams, ask yourself,
where would you like to spend the rest of eternity,
it really is a matter of life and death, eternal life or death.
God is more than able to bring us through the most difficult of times,
Would I manage without Him, no, He is my all and all,
He wants to be there for you too, so open up and ask Him in,
He wants a relationship with you,
you are His child, and my brothers and sisters in Christ, Amen.
Regards & Blessings to all, john