I pray to the Generic God who is different than Christian God due to ocd. Days ago, my ocd was giving me worries to give 2 euros to a friend of mine just because I owned him 0.50 and I did not have. the ocd was telling me stuff like ocd: give him 2 euros if you dont have 0.50 because you may have made a promise to the Generic God not to own money to this friend. I knew they were just thoughts without my will but I was worried. I decided not to give 2 euros because my friend would not accept it and at one moment, ocd suggested me to make a new promise to the Generic God not to give 2 euros to that friend. it is a regular ocd trap that makes me not to do the compulsion and feel relieved only to trap me later. I do not remember exactly but some words about promise to the Generic God somehow happened in 1 second in my head without my will. I do not remember exactly what or if it was a fast prayer or just thoughts to myself, but I ended up saying to myself that I must not give the 2 euros to my friend and also felt happy. Yesterday, I had 2 euros in my hand and that friend took them from my hand to give them to a waitress because of a bill mistake. He returned with the 2 euros and gave it back to me and said the made us a treat. i got so worried because of the thoughts that happened without my will days ago, about not giving 2 euros to that friend. Why I worry? I know I have ocd and I do not want to make promises to the Generic God, because it is somehow connected with my ocd worries, but sometimes when I do not want to do an ocd compulsion, in order not to feel worried, my mind somehow or my ocd suggests to make a fake promise to the Generic God in order to use it as an excuse to my ocd for not doing the compulsion. Many times, words without my will happen in my head in order to make me not do the compulsion. But I do not know, it happened many times and I worry because 1) what if I allow these thoughts without my will to happen in my head just to use them against my ocd in order to feel relieved? 2) what if the Generic God sees that I am happy and carefree and makes them valid? Please answer me these 2 questions.