to my precious brothers and sisters in CF WOF forum....
i have been praying about the recent invasion we went through.... asking GOD why this keeps happening..... asking GOD what should we do..... etc.... and some of what i realized is this....
1. i did make reports on the anti-wof posts (which is good).... but i did not do some good things that i could /should have done.....
2. i hid in the background when my brothers were getting attacked and falsely accused of all kinds of terrible things..... i chose not to even make a peep in support of Bob and Pk and Dan and Mike and Harry and Optimax and Jedi and Cindy and the others as they tried to deal with an unreasonable person.....
3. i did not ask GOD what i could do to help the situation.... i just hid and stayed silent because i don't like conflict....
4. when it was over i suggested that maybe "we" could have done something different.... which meant that the brothers and Cindy who did take some action could have done something different..... which is in a way another attack from within the wof house against the only people who tried to protect the wof house.....
sooooo.... after 2 days of asking GOD what "we" could have done different.... HE showed me what i could have done different....
sooooo...... i humbly apologize to my precious WOF brothers and Cindy for not publicly supporting you..... and not immediately seeking GOD on what HE wanted me to do..... and arrogantly suggesting afterward that "we" could have done something different.... and hiding from the conflict for my own comfort and safety.....
i would also like to deeply thank all of you who did try to deal with an unreasonable person in the best way you felt LED to..... thank you for your boldness.... and courage.... and integrity.... and GODLINESS.... and patience..... and wisdom..... and sacrifice..... and strength.... and persistence..... and diplomacy.... and tact..... etc..... in admirably doing SOMETHING about a distressing and sudden invasion.....
i promise that in the future i WILL immediately ask GOD WHAT HE WANTS ME TO DO.... and I WILL DO IT..... and i WILL support you publicly so that you don't look like only "a handful of friends" who were "bullying" a poor innocent newcomer to the wof house.... i KNEW he was anti-wof..... i KNEW he was atrociously making public slander against some of you..... and i KNEW that it was entirely unprovoked..... those things i KNEW absolutely..... and that should have been sufficient for me to ask GOD what HE wanted me to do..... so i WILL from now on.....
i know for sure that next time i.....
1. will contact Pam immediately by pm as she offered to help us in situations like this.....
2. and i will make full and accurate reports on each anti-wof post immediately because the mods NEED these kind of reports to start ANY KIND of action....
3. and i will do everything else GOD says to do.....
please forgive me for NOT doing the good i knew to do..... and please forgive me for doing wrong AFTER the event was over..... i will do the right thing next time.... you are my CF WOF family and i will take better care of you next time....
love and prayers in sincere repentance.....
i have been praying about the recent invasion we went through.... asking GOD why this keeps happening..... asking GOD what should we do..... etc.... and some of what i realized is this....
1. i did make reports on the anti-wof posts (which is good).... but i did not do some good things that i could /should have done.....
2. i hid in the background when my brothers were getting attacked and falsely accused of all kinds of terrible things..... i chose not to even make a peep in support of Bob and Pk and Dan and Mike and Harry and Optimax and Jedi and Cindy and the others as they tried to deal with an unreasonable person.....
3. i did not ask GOD what i could do to help the situation.... i just hid and stayed silent because i don't like conflict....
4. when it was over i suggested that maybe "we" could have done something different.... which meant that the brothers and Cindy who did take some action could have done something different..... which is in a way another attack from within the wof house against the only people who tried to protect the wof house.....
sooooo.... after 2 days of asking GOD what "we" could have done different.... HE showed me what i could have done different....
sooooo...... i humbly apologize to my precious WOF brothers and Cindy for not publicly supporting you..... and not immediately seeking GOD on what HE wanted me to do..... and arrogantly suggesting afterward that "we" could have done something different.... and hiding from the conflict for my own comfort and safety.....
i would also like to deeply thank all of you who did try to deal with an unreasonable person in the best way you felt LED to..... thank you for your boldness.... and courage.... and integrity.... and GODLINESS.... and patience..... and wisdom..... and sacrifice..... and strength.... and persistence..... and diplomacy.... and tact..... etc..... in admirably doing SOMETHING about a distressing and sudden invasion.....
i promise that in the future i WILL immediately ask GOD WHAT HE WANTS ME TO DO.... and I WILL DO IT..... and i WILL support you publicly so that you don't look like only "a handful of friends" who were "bullying" a poor innocent newcomer to the wof house.... i KNEW he was anti-wof..... i KNEW he was atrociously making public slander against some of you..... and i KNEW that it was entirely unprovoked..... those things i KNEW absolutely..... and that should have been sufficient for me to ask GOD what HE wanted me to do..... so i WILL from now on.....
i know for sure that next time i.....
1. will contact Pam immediately by pm as she offered to help us in situations like this.....
2. and i will make full and accurate reports on each anti-wof post immediately because the mods NEED these kind of reports to start ANY KIND of action....
3. and i will do everything else GOD says to do.....
please forgive me for NOT doing the good i knew to do..... and please forgive me for doing wrong AFTER the event was over..... i will do the right thing next time.... you are my CF WOF family and i will take better care of you next time....
love and prayers in sincere repentance.....