Greetings and peace be upon you. I hope you read this with a sober mind. If it's too long just read what's bolded.
Technically, LSA (chemical found in Hawaiian Baby Woodrose & Morning Glory seeds) is a mind altering drug. Lets be real, just because it's a chemical in a plant doesn't mean it's not a drug. There are thousands of naturally occurring chemicals found in plants. With that logic you would have to say opium poppy plants (where morphine & heroin comes from), coca leaves (where cocaine is found in), etc., aren't drugs either.
Though it doesn't really matter whether it's a drug or not. Let me give you a serious warning. I have experimented with LSA dozens of times (yes you're right its chemical structure is very similar to LSD), along with countless other plants, street drugs, research chemicals, and garbage not to be proud of. I'll tell you where this leads to and only hope you will slightly listen:
What you are doing is not 'curing' you're depression. You are temporary flooding your brain with an influx of your natural happy chemicals (such as serotonin) being overused and overworked. By ingesting LSA you are deliberately overloading your brain with more than it's normal amount of serotonin. After the drug and its afterglow fully pass out of your system, when its done burning up your serotonin, you'll be feeling even more depressed and craving that drug again even more, if you haven't already noticed. Because your new normal will have lower amounts of your brains natural serotonin, you're just making your depression worse, not to mention it's destroying neuron pathways, making underlying mental problems worse, and causing physical damage.
It may sound extreme and radical, even exaggerated, but it's no joke... mixing hallucinogens and mental issues are more dangerous than you think, these aren't some little harmless seeds. There are physical side effects as well, you probably have noticed the nausea and possibly vomiting, due to other chemicals strayed on the
seeds (seeds are meant for the ground not human ingestion), and the wreck they are doing to your digestive track. In the long run it may affect your vision, hearing, and other senses causing them to be diminished.
I went into using hallucinogens (such as LSA) with depression, and came out with worse depression, anxiety, panic attacks, HPPD (vision and sensory problems), schizophrenic fits, and bi-polar episodes. If someone had told me all these new mental problems would rise up, I may have seen a doctor first and followed their advise instead of self-medicating. At the very least talk to your spiritual director. Any Christian priest/pastor will tell you it's a sin to abuse substances unless they are totally clueless. Do you think it's God's will for you to put these kind of chemicals in your body? Absolutely not! We want to see you being kind to your body, not abusing it.
I want to understand what you're thinking. Please shoot me a PM if you want a more personal conversation. I only lurk the forum but I created an account just to respond to your post. Please think hard about this, I care about you, God cares about you. No one's going to choose for you it's your choice at the end of the day, but remember there are benefits and consequences for using and not using mind altering [fill in the blanks].
You probably have already done other drugs and alcohol, since no one does LSA for their first time, this path your on only leads to harder, stronger, more addicting and harmful drugs. Everyone thinks they can control it, they are different, or they are only experimenting with light substances... if someone would have told you that you would be eating seeds to get high the first time you drank, smoke, or popped a pill, you probably would have thought hell no, I sure did. I also thought I would never become addicted to heroin, but I did, and you are one step closer to going there also, hallucinogens change the way you think, after some years or so of re-wiring your neural pathways, you'll justify using any drug for any reason. Continual abuse of substances leads to hospitals, psych units, jails, or even death. Please! Really think about this, with Love!!!
Sorry for the long post.