All right let’s go back in time yesterday yesterday it was kind a hard I woke up with doubt but I got through it problems I’m really having now is I heard faith and belief is a choice and of course I doubt that too I’m like did I make the choice even though I have sept use Jesus my Lord and Savior I still doubt a lot his existence heaven and hell everything so any advice will be very appreciated and sad thingis I can’t really Pray i got a room mate yesterday so it’s gonna be harder i Just feel numb to god to hell to heaven I wish I can go back in time and everything to be back to normal any advice