rusmeister
A Russified American Orthodox Chestertonian
- Dec 9, 2005
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Hey, TLC!
Your feelings are totally legit. You seem to be experiencing a lot earlier in your “career” what I have experienced for the past few years as a member since ‘03, I was accepted instantly with no catechumenate. Who knows why? I do know that you have to grasp both that the teachings of the Church are true and that people, and bureaucracies made up of people, suck eggs, of whom I am chief, and their membership or lack thereof doesn’t in itself change that. Yes, over time we might defeat some old sins, and become objectively better, while, paradoxically, subjectively (and rightly!) seeing ourselves become worse (the principle of the dirty glass taken from the dark cellar, where it didn’t look so dirty, into the sunlight).
A lot of members believe and do weird things that are pretty incompatible with Orthodoxy, and most often, you won’t see anyone correcting them. That doesn’t change the fact that the teaching and practices point to the Way, the Truth, and the Life. And remember that at some points we may see that we have believed or done wrong things, and need to change to align with THAT.
Feelings are far more likely to pull you away from the Church than reason or intelligence. That’s where Lewis’s words in “Mere Christianity” come in handy:
“When we exhort people to Faith as a virtue, to the settled intention of continuing to believe certain things, we are not exhorting them to fight against reason. The intention of continu- ing to believe is required because, though Reason is divine, human reasoners are not. When once passion takes part in the game, the human reason, unassisted by Grace, has about as much chance of retaining its hold on truths already gained as a snowflake has of retaining its consistency in the mouth of a blast furnace. The sort of arguments against Orthodox Christianity which our reason can be persuaded to accept at the moment of yielding to temptation are often preposterous. Reason may win truths; without Faith she will retain them just so long as Satan pleases. There is nothing we cannot be made to believe or disbelieve. If we wish to be rational, not now and then, but constantly, we must pray for the gift of Faith, for the power to go on believing not in the teeth of reason but in the teeth of lust and terror and jealousy and boredom and indifference that which reason, authority, or experience, or all three, have once delivered to us for truth.”
Your feelings are totally legit. You seem to be experiencing a lot earlier in your “career” what I have experienced for the past few years as a member since ‘03, I was accepted instantly with no catechumenate. Who knows why? I do know that you have to grasp both that the teachings of the Church are true and that people, and bureaucracies made up of people, suck eggs, of whom I am chief, and their membership or lack thereof doesn’t in itself change that. Yes, over time we might defeat some old sins, and become objectively better, while, paradoxically, subjectively (and rightly!) seeing ourselves become worse (the principle of the dirty glass taken from the dark cellar, where it didn’t look so dirty, into the sunlight).
A lot of members believe and do weird things that are pretty incompatible with Orthodoxy, and most often, you won’t see anyone correcting them. That doesn’t change the fact that the teaching and practices point to the Way, the Truth, and the Life. And remember that at some points we may see that we have believed or done wrong things, and need to change to align with THAT.
Feelings are far more likely to pull you away from the Church than reason or intelligence. That’s where Lewis’s words in “Mere Christianity” come in handy:
“When we exhort people to Faith as a virtue, to the settled intention of continuing to believe certain things, we are not exhorting them to fight against reason. The intention of continu- ing to believe is required because, though Reason is divine, human reasoners are not. When once passion takes part in the game, the human reason, unassisted by Grace, has about as much chance of retaining its hold on truths already gained as a snowflake has of retaining its consistency in the mouth of a blast furnace. The sort of arguments against Orthodox Christianity which our reason can be persuaded to accept at the moment of yielding to temptation are often preposterous. Reason may win truths; without Faith she will retain them just so long as Satan pleases. There is nothing we cannot be made to believe or disbelieve. If we wish to be rational, not now and then, but constantly, we must pray for the gift of Faith, for the power to go on believing not in the teeth of reason but in the teeth of lust and terror and jealousy and boredom and indifference that which reason, authority, or experience, or all three, have once delivered to us for truth.”
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