Hi,
Life has been very good these days. the Lord has really blessed me in many ways. there are still deffinately areas of my life he is still working on, but all in al life is good. The strange thing is i feel this wierd sense of uncomfortablness, with it. I guess most of my life, I have been used to endless crisis and problems. defeats and failure. I have this strange discomfort at times with the goodness of my life. feel uncomfortable when people compliment me. I also feel because things are going well that i always need to say and do the exactly right thing. Then I beat myself up when I don't. i also have a fear that something will happen and all this blessing will end. many times it comes in a morbid sort of fantasy.
what I would ask is if any one here has ever experienced that? and how did you deal with it? i would also be grateful for any prayer on this.
Thanks,
God Bless You,
Ed
Life has been very good these days. the Lord has really blessed me in many ways. there are still deffinately areas of my life he is still working on, but all in al life is good. The strange thing is i feel this wierd sense of uncomfortablness, with it. I guess most of my life, I have been used to endless crisis and problems. defeats and failure. I have this strange discomfort at times with the goodness of my life. feel uncomfortable when people compliment me. I also feel because things are going well that i always need to say and do the exactly right thing. Then I beat myself up when I don't. i also have a fear that something will happen and all this blessing will end. many times it comes in a morbid sort of fantasy.
what I would ask is if any one here has ever experienced that? and how did you deal with it? i would also be grateful for any prayer on this.
Thanks,
God Bless You,
Ed