Hello all. If you take the time to read this and comment, I will be very blessed and glad you took the time.
Well, to start off.. I was lying in bed for quite some time a hour or two ago, just trying to fall asleep. I think it may have been due to all the strong tea I drank. I have to wake up at 4 CST for work! Anyhow, I guess I eventually fell asleep.
So where my mind actually activated inside of this dream and realized what was going on, it felt real! I was inside a room at my Grandmother's house. I was laying on the floor and I felt this crippling, tingling, feeling take over my body. It was in my back, mainly on the left side. As I can remember I was wondering what the world is going on. I looked over at a small screen that looked like an ancient computer (green letters with a black background) and from what I read on it, it said "The series you're a part of can be ended. Do you wish to depart and meet Mother board" I took this as I was dying and it was asking if I wanted to meet my creator, and I had a choice if I wanted to die or not. So I started to "let go" thinking it may be time and let this overwhelming sensation take over my body. It almost felt as if my soul was leaving and my body was dying. It was such an intense tingling, almost uncomfortable, I wasn't sure to trust it or not. So, immediately while in this state I was scared and brought myself back to conscious in the dream, still laying on the floor, with the choice still in front of me. I looked back at the screen and finished reading what it said. The rest read out, "Or do you wish to continue to live and receive gifts and money?" I wasn't sure what all this meant, so like I would in real life, I got my phone out to research what was going on. I started trying to type in my question and the tingling sensation starting fighting me, not allowing me to look it up. This sensation was like an electrical pulse, just spreading from my back through my whole body, not comforting at all (I mean, it was a start to death) so I started asking, "What if I don't want to die yet? I still have my Mom and family to think about. I don't want them to find me dead." Then all the sudden the sensation turned into a rubbing on my back, going up and down. Like someone using their hand to comfort me, still the same feeling, just more focused and what not. So I asked, "Is this you God? If so pat my back" The rubbing stopped and the thumping on my back began. But then I immediately thought 'what if this is Satan trying to deceive me into death' so I said, "Or is this Satan?" After I said that the patting on my back got faster and more intense, like it was forcing me to wake up, and wake up I did. When I woke up in bed I still had the tingling feeling in my back. So now, I am here. Do you think this was God or the Deceiver? It felt all so real. Like I would have died if I kept letting go when I felt my soul leaving and body dying. I don't know what to think and am almost afraid to go back to sleep. What's your thoughts?
Also, I have Lord of the Rings on and there was a part in the movie that was almost matching with what was going on in the dream. I don't remember what part it was.
Thanks for reading and any comments.
God Bless You,
NewFaither
Well, to start off.. I was lying in bed for quite some time a hour or two ago, just trying to fall asleep. I think it may have been due to all the strong tea I drank. I have to wake up at 4 CST for work! Anyhow, I guess I eventually fell asleep.
So where my mind actually activated inside of this dream and realized what was going on, it felt real! I was inside a room at my Grandmother's house. I was laying on the floor and I felt this crippling, tingling, feeling take over my body. It was in my back, mainly on the left side. As I can remember I was wondering what the world is going on. I looked over at a small screen that looked like an ancient computer (green letters with a black background) and from what I read on it, it said "The series you're a part of can be ended. Do you wish to depart and meet Mother board" I took this as I was dying and it was asking if I wanted to meet my creator, and I had a choice if I wanted to die or not. So I started to "let go" thinking it may be time and let this overwhelming sensation take over my body. It almost felt as if my soul was leaving and my body was dying. It was such an intense tingling, almost uncomfortable, I wasn't sure to trust it or not. So, immediately while in this state I was scared and brought myself back to conscious in the dream, still laying on the floor, with the choice still in front of me. I looked back at the screen and finished reading what it said. The rest read out, "Or do you wish to continue to live and receive gifts and money?" I wasn't sure what all this meant, so like I would in real life, I got my phone out to research what was going on. I started trying to type in my question and the tingling sensation starting fighting me, not allowing me to look it up. This sensation was like an electrical pulse, just spreading from my back through my whole body, not comforting at all (I mean, it was a start to death) so I started asking, "What if I don't want to die yet? I still have my Mom and family to think about. I don't want them to find me dead." Then all the sudden the sensation turned into a rubbing on my back, going up and down. Like someone using their hand to comfort me, still the same feeling, just more focused and what not. So I asked, "Is this you God? If so pat my back" The rubbing stopped and the thumping on my back began. But then I immediately thought 'what if this is Satan trying to deceive me into death' so I said, "Or is this Satan?" After I said that the patting on my back got faster and more intense, like it was forcing me to wake up, and wake up I did. When I woke up in bed I still had the tingling feeling in my back. So now, I am here. Do you think this was God or the Deceiver? It felt all so real. Like I would have died if I kept letting go when I felt my soul leaving and body dying. I don't know what to think and am almost afraid to go back to sleep. What's your thoughts?
Also, I have Lord of the Rings on and there was a part in the movie that was almost matching with what was going on in the dream. I don't remember what part it was.
Thanks for reading and any comments.
God Bless You,
NewFaither