Jesus said "without me you can do NOTHING!"
And that is literally true. It's not a good idea to think you can bargain with God. You cannot even digest your own food! - you depend on bacteria for that. Your health depends on billions of various forms of beneficial microbes - you cannot manage that on your own. You had no say in the choice of your parents, your place of birth, your date of birth, the country, culture or language into which you were born, your race or ethnicity. You didn't choose whether or not to go to school, and most likely had little or no choice in which school or at which age you would begin. Etc Etc Etc. All this is as true for me as it is for you.
Conclusion: it is pretty dumb to think that any of us can make deals with God, as if we were on equal terms. We cannot even turn to Him, unless He "draws us to Himself." So I suspect that from at least one perspective, what you thought was a deal with God, was no deal at all.
