Hello friends,
It is my hope to begin a 40 day water fast tomorrow. I have felt called to do this for a while, however, have really struggled to obey the call. The purpose of the fast is for deliverance and freedom from spiritual bondage and strongholds in my life, particularly in the area of food. I have identified that beginning in my youth, probably around the age of 14, I started developing an unhealthy dependence on food, as a way to comfort. Food has essentially become the substance through which I self-medicate/sooth myself. Over the years it grew into a full-blown eating disorder, and now is just my "best friend," but in reality, my worst enemy. I believe that God wants to give me freedom from the bondage and sin in my life, and humbly submit to this call to fast.
I am here to ask for your prayers and support. I have completed numerous fasts, so I am not starting a 40 day journey cold turkey. Through this fast, it is my hope to renew my relationship with God, divorce my relationship with food and unburry the person I have dug into a very deep pit. I miss the person that I once was, and want to be the woman that God created me to be. If I continue down the path that I am currently going, depression and instability will rule over me and I will never experience the abundant life that God intended me to live. Not to mention, I have three little ones who depend greatly on me, and I am not the Mommy I desire to be.
So, please, if you happen to come across my post, I am asking for your prayers. For a miracle. I will try to post my progress, as a way of keeping myself accountable, and hope that it will bring you encouragement. If you feel God is calling you to fast, please feel free to join me and we can encourage one another.
God bless you~
It is my hope to begin a 40 day water fast tomorrow. I have felt called to do this for a while, however, have really struggled to obey the call. The purpose of the fast is for deliverance and freedom from spiritual bondage and strongholds in my life, particularly in the area of food. I have identified that beginning in my youth, probably around the age of 14, I started developing an unhealthy dependence on food, as a way to comfort. Food has essentially become the substance through which I self-medicate/sooth myself. Over the years it grew into a full-blown eating disorder, and now is just my "best friend," but in reality, my worst enemy. I believe that God wants to give me freedom from the bondage and sin in my life, and humbly submit to this call to fast.
I am here to ask for your prayers and support. I have completed numerous fasts, so I am not starting a 40 day journey cold turkey. Through this fast, it is my hope to renew my relationship with God, divorce my relationship with food and unburry the person I have dug into a very deep pit. I miss the person that I once was, and want to be the woman that God created me to be. If I continue down the path that I am currently going, depression and instability will rule over me and I will never experience the abundant life that God intended me to live. Not to mention, I have three little ones who depend greatly on me, and I am not the Mommy I desire to be.
So, please, if you happen to come across my post, I am asking for your prayers. For a miracle. I will try to post my progress, as a way of keeping myself accountable, and hope that it will bring you encouragement. If you feel God is calling you to fast, please feel free to join me and we can encourage one another.
God bless you~