semantics

Here I am, sinking again, and within, the paradoxical lies in my meaning and being. I'm in over my head, but at this depth, no one could have warned me that the semantics wouldn't work in my synthethesia. Yet, I think I like the view of what I'm hearing, and it's never, the less ... :cool...

So, is there an ethical mismatch in my stance, or can it be explained by differences in semantics?