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I had no idea where to put this and felt this might be the best place, given what it's directed at? If not, I'm more than happy to move it to where it needs to be! Sorry if it's a little too long and emotional, I've been struggling hardcore with my family abuse. The people on topic are in...

To give some hindsight on my faith and past; I grew up in the church but have never really "known" God intimately, my faith is literally the size of a mustard seed right now and I'm fighting hard against my past and still current oppression that's blowing out the flame every second. Around...