cursed with singlness

I always felt like there was a dark cloud on me. I feel suffocated and heavy in spirit. Everything I do, especially things that I feel that will edify myself, never succeeds. It just never happened or fails. For instance, I cannot seem to be able to finish school. Not because I am dumb but...

First of all, I want to treat everyone in here with respect. However, i just want to say something before proceeding to my main topic. A) This topic is about how to pray for a girlfriend, if you are happy with your singleness and want to suggest me to be content with it, be my guest, but just...