Im just feeling a little guilty still.
I think it is because i just feel bad about the sin i have commited.
Just the vivid images that i thought of when i was masturbating still hurt my heart when i think about them. Images such as my hand was jesus mouth when i was masturbating or the hole...
Thank you for praying for me.
It would make me the happiest in the world just to know all this weird and terrible sin, i have explained in the post above, can be forgiven.
So if someone could reply and just tell me that if i repent all this sin i will be forgiven. It helps me to be reminded...
I did the exact same thing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so bad.
Some time i want the bad thougts about jesus sometimes i don't. im so confused.
On top of that images of guys i know will come into my head when i am masturbating and sometimes it makes it feel good and i dont know why. Also...
Has anyone read the Left Behind Series. I am on desecration right now and so far this series has been Great:). I can't wait for the rest of them to come out. The Rising is due this March, i think.
Trust me you will get to the contraversial part. When you get to it you will find out that this book is quite blasphemous. In my opinoin it is. :preach:
thank you whitehouse, i feel better. i dont like what i have done but i am sure the lord has forgiven me. Thank you jesus for forgiving me and i can't wait for the day i am in heaven with you for eternity.
I've had the same problems and struggle with it. At one point i purposely thought about these horrible thoughts with Jesus because i figured if i was going to think about bad thoughts anyway its better to think about bad thoughts with Jesus than it is to think about bad thoughts with Satan. So...