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Then you have the suffering of torture. I recently had the misfortune of coming across The Dnepropetrovsk Maniac's video, and that is true suffering. It reminds you what kind of sick world we live in, filled with horrible evil. And then you remember that God himself was tortured and bolted to...

Well it's only the second day on this medication, but as I said I had already been feeling better the morning of the visit prior to taking any. It's kind of scarey that I'm happy and totally fine now but just a few days ago I thought I didn't even exist, didn't want to do anything etc. I have...

Just got back from my appointment. As of now he doesn't think I'm bipolar but he said it is possible. He said I've been suffering from major depression from stress and past trauma that has built up over the years. He's starting me on Lexapro for the depression, and for times when I feel...

I've got an appointment with a psychiatrist for tomorrow morning. To Benor, thanks for your insight. For me it is partially about the past, that is the normal depression that comes to people from trauma or suffering. What I have is totally different from that sort of depression. I can look...

Thanks for replying. I've taken a couple of those breif at home bipolar tests and scored very high on all of them, for mania/depression not just unipolar shifts. I'm going to look into getting checked out by a doctor. Though I'm feeling good/content now, I don't want to go into another severe...

No I'm not in any form of therapy, I went to a bunch of psychiatrists between the ages 12-13 but always lied to them. It didn't help me. No one knows anything is wrong. I usually get to the point where I feel like getting help but I wait around, and eventually the high comes again, at which...

I guess I'm finally admitting to myself that I do have this condition. Honestly it has been at the back of my head for years now, but the stigma attached to being 'mentally ill' or having a 'sick mind' was too much for me to admit to. Starting from age 12-13 I would say this has been going on...

Impossible to say. I feel most comfortable, full and 'right' here. I would consider my catholic now, and am going to look into finding a catholic church. For me faith as well as belief is also the tradition and the I guess brotherhood of it. I'm sure if I was in an all hindu, all muslim all...

Thanks for all the replies to anyone still checking in on this thread. I may have not believed it before but, in the time that has passed since I first posted this thread and now, I really have found God again. I'm sure some will say that I was just faking all along, but I don't mind. I'd...

But I do pray, and have prayed multiple times daily, but it just isn't like what it used to be for me. There was a time when I would pray and know and feel something, and now I only feel empty, and that all I'm doing is talking to myself and my own thoughts... but I will continue trying.

I ask this here because I don't know if I can legitimately call myself a Christian anymore. My faith is gone, and has been gone for a long time, and not just in the church, religion and Jesus but in the world, and people in general. I find myself unable to trust the bible because of the...

You do realize that there are places all over the Earth where countless people die everyday and have died for well over 500 years now due to lack war, famine, plague etc. But I see how rising gas prices and weather trauma are definite signs of the end times, I hadn't thought of it that way...

Understood and I agree, but Christianity took well over 1,000 years to even spread that message to a large portion of people, and even now there are area's where it is relatively unknown (though dramatically less than it would have been in past times). The times of ignorance, would that include...

Hmm. While yes the salvation concerns me but what bothers me most is the paradox of it.

A question that probably has been asked before, but, I'm curious as to the people who who developed entirely in isolation from the middle eastern area of the globe. An example of such being those who crossed the land bridge and populated down through north and South America after the end of the...

You're kidding right? :doh:

No he actually isn't. There is far more writing about him NOT being a Christian. Throughout most of history MOST people had to proclaim a certain religion, otherwise they would have been tortured, killed, imprisoned etc. He may have said he was a Christian but his words prove otherwise the...

I have astral projected, unintentionally the first time, but then read up on it and gained control of it through meditation, dream journals, relaxation techniques, reality checks etc. This lead to lucid dreams. I usually reach the vibrational stage of the shift, before I get scared and either...

There will be no rapture, no end of days.

Contrary to what prevails in the current mainstream media, as far as the founding fathers are concerned, the country was created by mainly deists/pantheists. I'm not speaking of the first colonizers here, but the founding fathers, Adams, Franklin, Jefferson, etc. Most of them were influenced...