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  1. rhssm

    Please pray for me to have a family

    Please pray that I will quit keeping most people at arms length and will allow others to love me and care for me. Please pray that God will give me a good family and support system through people I meet at the church I'm at now. I need to let people in... I need to stop feeling like a bad...
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    Please pray for me to be given God's clarity

    Please pray that God's truth will become deeply and permanently rooted inside of me and that I will understand it on a whole, new, much much MUCH more deep level... so that I won't have to wonder what was right and what was wrong in my upbringing as a child and will know, without a shadow of a...
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    I wish I had a good support system - a family.

    I don't feel support from my family in the way that I wish I did. I'm not close to my family... and with the recent events that happened.... I'm even less close to them now. My mother makes my life confusing and her attitude towards me... view of who I am... is NOT who I am... it makes me more...
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    Please pray for God to restore and strengthen me

    Last week I took the whole week off to rest my mind and body and just meditate on God and His truth. It's helped a great deal. I'm feeling His warmth in my life again... it's been a while... I've dealt with a lot of evil (pure, unquestionable evil) from people around me in the last year and...
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    I want to be released from this bondage

    Please pray that I will stop holding back from being who I really am just because people don't understand how I can suddenly be so different from what they used to know.... and also because it doesn't coincide with the rumors they've heard (which aren't true... and the part that is, is not for...
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    Confused about my childhood

    Please pray for me. I come from a very legalistic upbringing and am going through some tough times right now... trying to figure out who I really am... I was oppressed throughout my childhood and not allowed to show any kind of emotion unless it agreed with my mother's emotions... very very...
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    Please pray for God to sort out this confusion... thank you...

    Please pray for me. I come from a very legalistic upbringing and am going through some tough times right now... trying to figure out who I really am... I was oppressed throughout my childhood and not allowed to show any kind of emotion unless it agreed with my mother's emotions... very very...
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    Please pray for me to be myself no matter what people think.

    Please pray that I won't let people's opinions and views of me affect my ability to continue to be who I really am. Please pray that I won't hold back and be afraid of being open and outgoing because I fear getting hurt or being rejected by people. Please pray that I will develop stronger...
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    My complete revival & increased strength of soul, heart, mind, & body

    I moved to a new church about 2 months ago because, at the church I was at before it, this girl who shared the same ex as me ended up being jealous of me when I started getting more attention than her from the guy we'd both dated before.... she started spreading rumors about me as well as...
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    Please pray for my restoration

    Please pray that, even though I've been treated as something I'm not for a very long... extended... amount of time, and that I've had people basically trying to convince me that I'm something that I'm not, that I will not move away from whom God has grown me into being, but will fall even more...
  11. rhssm

    Please pray for me to not shut people out.

    I've developed some extra trust issues... from the ones I already had... before being stabbed in the back by people that I, not that long ago, thought that I could trust.... but was very wrong about. Please pray that I don't let what happened to me keep me from opening up to people in the...
  12. rhssm

    Struggling with the horrible desire to prove myself

    Please pray that God keeps restoring my reputation. Some days I feel like there's nothing that I could do to ever have a guy want to be with me now. My reputation was almost completely demolished. This guy I dated talked to me and acted interested, after we had broken up, and strung me...
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    Please pray for my employment

    Please pray that God will bless me in my job, wherever it may be that He chooses to. I'm presently applying and interviewing, seeking a new job. I've been walked all over at work and treated as if I'm stupid and incompetent (even though I'm actually very quick-thinking, hard-working, and have...
  14. rhssm

    I don't understand why I feel this way

    * How did your family view sexuality, and specifically your sexuality, growing up? I'm not really sure how my family viewed it. My brother made fun of the way I looked, physically, for at least 6 years (I was VERY thin... looked like I had an eating disorder, but I didn't)... I'm sure that...
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    Why do I feel this way?

    Okay, I think I'm beginning to understand at least part of it. I remember that my mother never wanted me hanging around my brother and his friends when he had his friends over. I never really knew why, just knew it was not "good." It made me feel very inferior, like she was saying I wasn't...
  16. rhssm

    Why do I feel this way?

    I've realized that sometimes I feel really ashamed or embarrassed when I feel attractive... and I don't understand why. And it's taken me a long time to feel comfortable around men. I'm finally getting to the point where I can talk to them and not be thinking, this is a man I'm talking to, but...
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    I don't understand why I feel this way

    I've realized that sometimes I feel really ashamed or embarrassed when I feel attractive... and I don't understand why. And it's taken me a long time to feel comfortable around men. I'm finally getting to the point where I can talk to them and not be thinking, this is a man I'm talking to, but...
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    Please pray for my job

    Thank you so much for your prayers... it means a lot... and I believe in the power of prayers.
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    Please pray for my healing and restoration of life

    Thank you so much whitewillow and jesuslovesme. It means a lot.
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    Please pray for my healing and restoration of life

    Please pray that I will continue to grow, heal, and flourish at my new church home. I went through a horrific experience at my former church... too much judgment and lots of misjudgment towards me floating around. It was damaging to be exposed to it so much. Please pray that this new church...