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OK, so I haven't really posted in quite a long time, though I have made a couple replies. I guess right now, I'm just trying to figure out what to do with myself at this point. I've struggled with an eating disorder for 4-5 years now, though have had problems with food since I was 4 yrs old...

Well, I'm finally at a university getting to study for my youth ministry degree, well that and my theatre degree. I'm so excited that I am getting to study youth ministry. Right now it's just the basics, they have me in Theology and New Testament, but it's a start. It's so exciting! I don't know...

Man it's been a long time since I posted here hasn't it, but yea. Still same ol same ol I spose, but I guess a posive note is that I haven't purged for 2 months now, YES!! Now I just have to try and keep it up, which is hard, but amazingly enough i haven't been thinking of it much, the only...

Ok, most of the threads consist of teenage youth, besides the one asking if they should have a children's forum seperate from here, so yea, here it is. O.k. I was asked to do a chapel for the kinergarden-1st grade class this Friday. I was just wondering on some ideas, suggestions, or whatever...

First off I just wanted to tell you all that God loves you so much. You guys have gone through so much, and through it all God is always there, never leaving you nor forsaking you. I was just wondering what your guys' take on this is. On Labor day something happened in my life that pretty much...

ok....so I was doing a little better...at first I was eating 5 very small meals, not letting it go over 1200 calories. But then on days thatI over did it...or thought I over did it, I just couldn't keep it down. Slowly, without me even noticing what I was doing,...I started eating less and less...

my day was goin so well, I was happy...it was almost perfect, just almost...then everything fell down like a crashing wave upon my heart and soul...:cry:...I just want to break down and cry for years...hide away where no one can find me, and never come back....but I guess that probably won't...

man my life right now, is just soooo.........sooo.......I just, ohhhhh.......arrrrrgh I don't know....... this stuff is just taken over and I can hardly take it anymore, right now my head hurts, I am stinkin tired...I was extremely tired during work, but I had an energy drink durin lunch to get...

Things are just so hard, but yet weird. I look in the mirror and all I see is this fat person, it doesn't seem like I have lost any weight, but yet all my clothes are too big, and my belts are too big, and the belts that didn't used to fit at all can fit. But yet I don't see any difference. I...

Ok, well, my "anorexia" as people call it, started like in Dec. It was off and on, until about March, then it was full swing. Well, the beginning of April I was sent to the mental hospital, not just because of not eating there was other things invovled like self-injury and overdosing, but that's...

Hi I am new here, but besides that I have been dealing with depression, which I should have left it as just dealing with depression, but I didn't, my depression led me to cutting myself, so I have been dealing with that also, but I am happy to say that I have been cutting free for about 2 1/2...