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    Should I be concerned?

    I feel so alone. I can't do this by myself :(
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    Should I be concerned?

    Thank you for your advice and support! I'm glad to your getting better. It is very scary esp about this.
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    Should I be concerned?

    Thank you, Blessedmom! I'm so glad to find someone else who can relate to me. I'm scared to talk to anyone in real life. I don't know if I can. Am I really that bad?
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    Should I be concerned?

    Thanks Criada and RuthD for your replies and advice. I'm terrified to open up to my doctor about this. I'm so used to suffering in silence that I'm scared to reach out for help. The self hate voice has been so loud lately. I don't like my body at all and I just wish I could be beautiful but I'm...
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    Should I be concerned?

    I think I have an eating disorder although I'm not quite sure. I have very low self esteem and body image issues. I feel like I need to starve myself as a form of self punishment. Its been going on for a few yrs off and on. I haven't been dxed. I REALLy need support. I also feel like do it bc...
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    I need help

    I was molested when I was 4. I have been addicted to self pleasure since then (even before that so I've been told) and every time I do it I feel even more shameful than before because I believe that by self pleasing I'm re abusing or re voliating myself. I feel sick and twisted because I think...
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    Hope this helps someone..

    Joyce is awesome! Thanks for sharing this. It was helpful.:hug:
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    The 3 Fold Cord/Chord Cafe' (4)

    Hi all... here is my Mercy testimony. Thank you to all who prayed for me. http://www.mercyministries.org/2007_1113_CombGradStory.html I'm also going to be starting ministry training in Jan to become a intercessory prayer leader.
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    I got an entrance date for May 3 for the Monroe home! :clap: Would someone please let Gabs know? thank you!
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    Just Need A Hug

    I need huge hugs today!! It's my birthday but I feel so crappy both physically and emotionally:cry: :( and ever since I was 13 getting older and growing up has been VERY hard for me to handle and cope with especially after I graduated from HS.
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Thanks!!! :hug:
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Today is my 24th Birthday... :clap: ^_^
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Ok, cool.. I think I'll do that.. thankies!! :hug:
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    I need a place to put my poems but I don't know where. I was thinking about making a blog here but not sure.. what do you guys think??
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Thanks for praying mommy :hug: I gave you some reps but I could only do it once and I wanted to give you more but it wouldn't work.. Grrr!!
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Thanks for the prayers, Mary! :hug:
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    I am really struggling. I need prayer.. thanks all! :hug:
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Thanks gabbers! I agree.. yes We are!!! ^_^ ughhhhh.. touch US Lord.. :D :hug:
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Gabbers, I just got off the phone with Mercy and they have eveything they need now so my appt is completed. :clap: They will be taking it before the intake committee to decide on my acceptance. It'll take 2 to 3 weeks. Please pray for me!! I am extremely nervous about what their answer will be...
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    The LAMB'S A.R.C. (2)

    Thanks for the suggestion and advice Tati! I hope your feeling better now. I love ya hun :hug: :D