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    the square hole in your soul

    right now i feel like i am sitting in that boat waiting "patiently" to be called, but having very little patience. i want to jump out of the boat and get my walk on......i might even do it, just so that i can drown... and then say "G'd, why were you not with me." i guess that makes me weak.
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    Can you explain-not mentioning the Name?

    i spell it Y'shua, thank you.
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    Messianic Jews and circ/baptism

    i am frustrated by the way that a simple thought was turned into something WAY more complicated. i am not sure what happened missy, but are we on the same page now?
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    Messianic Jews and circ/baptism

    missy- i think maybe she thought that it would make me un-jewish. i grew up hearing that jews who believed in jesus werent really jews.... and i guess i have had some of the internal hatred thing going on since i came to faith. hearing that all of a sudden you cannot be something that you...
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    Messianic Jews and circ/baptism

    i wasnt baptised. i was going to do it, but the parents freaked out enough about coming to faith. after litterally throwing a fit and breaking down in tears... she asked if i was baptised. i hadnt... she seemed relieved. she asked that i wait 3 years in faith before being baptised. her...
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    Do Jews take it as literal 24-hr days?

    i couldnt even begin to tackle this question. someone once told me that it takes a lot more faith to believe in evolution than it does to believe in creation. i agree... to a point.... but couldnt it really be more of a combination thing.... like egg foo young and chicken lo mein. they...
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    another passover thread

    missy. i agree to a certain extent. i like rom 11 because it makes me feel better about my parents. at the same time, i know that there is a difference between an observant jew and a non-observant one. i dont believe that i would have been saved without Y'shua. i had fallen away. i...
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    Should women be allowed?

    i am not sure what you are trying to say here.
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    another passover thread

    i would invite you, but i think that 2 believers would kill the older ones.
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    Can you explain-not mentioning the Name?

    when i used to go to hebrew school or temple, people told me that if it is not a permanent text (a letter, a note, anything other than the torah, the haftorah and the gates of prayer) you could not write it out, in anything temporary you were to use G'd. when i was in 4th grade in school i...
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    Star of David

    even if they have no clue what they are doing and why they are doing it?
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    Anyone have trouble in the church ?

    these are questions that i try to ask too... but when you ask these questions... i find frustration in whether the answers to these questions are "No" due to them really being "no," or "no" because of my own ignorance.
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    Should women be allowed?

    yes, but there is a difference. i am not saying that gentiles cannot pray.
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    El Saddam?

    i get it. i would have read the hebrew as being y'hovah though. funny that peole read it as yahweh and jahovah but i have never heard anyone say y'hovah. now.... what about el saddam. it was used 218 times.... but where was it used 218 times... or was the originaly question of this thread.
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    Star of David

    rabbi in the sense that "rabbi" translates to teacher. but he called himself the pastor. now you understand why i am becoming more and more turned off by organized religion, and why i thought that it was sort of cult-like at this congregation? it took a few times to figure it out..... but i...
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    El Saddam?

    what does tetragrammation mean. this is something that i have never heard before.
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    Star of David

    he claims to be messianic jew. and your confusion mimics my confusion over the situation. this was the reason that i decided to not return.
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    another passover thread

    last year on passover my parents asked that i go with them to boston for a big family seder. this was hard because for every passover that i have been a believer i have hosted passover for my christian friends. but they asked that i go, and i couldnt turn them down. i am the only believer in...
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    the square hole in your soul

    what would have happened if peter had taken a step out onto the water and fallen in? this is something that i struggle with. what about when you trust comepletely and you fall on your face? why do we automatically assume that it was god who let us down or that we didnt believe enough? why...
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    El Saddam?

    i dont even understand what this thread is about.