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  1. Junkyarder

    How do you defeat non-stop intrusive temptation?

    Starting Exodus 90 with a bible study friend, none of the other men in the group wanted to join us. 2 will have to do. So I won't be posting or replying for a while.
  2. Junkyarder

    Thank you for your detailed comment and prayers. The Lord sees me as one of his sons and...

    Thank you for your detailed comment and prayers. The Lord sees me as one of his sons and invited me into his family; he is strengthening me. I'm happy to report I'm feeling stronger in my faith against the trials that continue to come. It is because of prayers like yours and among my...
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    I will add here, I was able to go to confession today. I was very early and at a church I don't...

    I will add here, I was able to go to confession today. I was very early and at a church I don't normally go to, so I was able to take my time and talk to the priest about what happened in detail. I recieved the penance of praying the Rosary and today being Friday, the Sorrowful mysteries;for...
  4. Junkyarder

    How do you defeat non-stop intrusive temptation?

    I'm humbled by the outpouring of support here. Thank you all for your kind words of wisdom.
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    Thank you, I'd be a fool not to pick myself up and follow Christ with even more resolve now...

    Thank you, I'd be a fool not to pick myself up and follow Christ with even more resolve now. And a firm determination to repent.
  6. Junkyarder

    Thank you for that link, I will be sure to read it when I have time. I'm recovering from...

    Thank you for that link, I will be sure to read it when I have time. I'm recovering from being shaken, I'm going to confession today and a few hours later there is an Overnight Adoration that I will attend. I'll be sure to bring tissues, I already know what is likely to happen there.
  7. Junkyarder

    How do you defeat non-stop intrusive temptation?

    I think i've got a long way to go.
  8. Junkyarder

    How do you defeat non-stop intrusive temptation?

    I was well rested and relaxing at home. I was thinking about how I have conquered my flesh through Christ and that it will likely not be much of a challenge for me to take a vow of Celibacy. Boy, did I ask for a challenge or what? I have been able through prayer to defeat a similar temptation...
  9. Junkyarder

    How do you defeat non-stop intrusive temptation?

    I fell to mortal sin last night after a long battle throughout the day. I feel like I tried everything I possibly could. I started with the Rosary, that calmed my thoughts a while. Then I went for a drive, the temptations got worse. I went to Church and visited the Chapel; there I prayed...
  10. Junkyarder

    What's on your mind?

    I'm learning to love spiritual deserts. The Lord has gifted me many spiritual consolations and encounters with the Holy Spirit. I needed these to really start pursuing Christ, those events caused me to pick up my Cross with eagerness. Now that I am starting to get used to the warmth of the...
  11. Junkyarder

    The Adoration of our Lord

    Many thanks for the wise words of caution and tempered expectation. You've learned by experience and I take heed.
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    The Adoration of our Lord

    Indeed, I am reading "The Discernment of Spirits" and "The Spiritual Exercises of Saint Ignatius". I've experienced a short Desolation of only a week. Where I felt as though God had placed me deep in a hole or pit. My mental maturity became that of a teenager, I was constantly fighting...
  13. Junkyarder

    The Adoration of our Lord

    I shared this experience with some of my bible study and RCIA members. I assumed everyone was having the same experience I was having. That the presence of our God was overwhelming for all Christians. What I heard back surprised me, that they were envious of my experience and that, no, they...
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    The Adoration of our Lord

    I'm afraid that this might be seen as boasting, or that my tears are simply some form of Vanity. But I can't help but share that GOD IS REAL! And he is working on us, on me! That as wicked as I am, he sees me, he hears me, and he is calling my name.
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    The Adoration of our Lord

    Let me preface this with: I am in RCIA new to the Catholic faith but I've been seeking Christ since I vocally declared him as my Lord and Savior for about 4-5 years now. My first Adoration was a big event where I didn't understand the language I didn't feel much. But I had a new found respect...
  16. Junkyarder

    Fasting can make prayer more effective?

    I think that would happen to someone struggling with their faith or someone in the secular world who fasts for reasons of vanity. A biblical fast is a physical practice with a spiritual intent. When we are well practiced to seeking God in times of discomfort the fasting encourages this even...
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    Discussion Being led by The Spirit of GOD

    I would also benefit from quitting coffee, especially my teeth. Thinking on something similar to your post... Waking up earlier is mine, I used to sleep in as long as possible, now I wake up at 4:30am and offer my sleepiness to the Lord. Thinking about adding cold showers...but, BRRRR
  18. Junkyarder

    Should I give up trying to find a wife?

    I've started contemplating a holy celibacy, my desires are distractions. I am not alone within the church, I am a member of the body. My heart is fulfilled during the liturgy. The sacrament of marriage is beautiful, but I see my brethren who struggle against their flesh and I would prefer...
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    Fasting can make prayer more effective?

    I was finding living the Christian life a struggle initially, once I started Fasting my willpower took a major boost. My prayer practice became regular as did my mass attendance. I started to make more friends in the faith, and my work benefited as well. You could say I'm a fan.
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    Does Jesus speak to you?

    I have "heard" what I believe to be the holy spirit twice in my life. Both in the darkness of sleep, no images or voices heard. What I experienced was a "knowing" that what is being said is extremely important and that I need to pay attention. The first message was "Declare Jesus Christ as...