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  1. ChristLivesInMe

    Autism Advocate - New Zealand

    Hello everyone My name is Josh. I'm 20 and was formally diagnosed with autism around the age of 17. Up until 17 there was a lot of difficulty deciding if I had autism or not or if I had a mental illness instead. Different disorders were brought up. In the end, after seeing a lot of...
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    I can't get over my boyfriend's ex

    It sounds like you're struggling with your own mental health. Your boyfriend has dated you for 2 YEARS! I haven't dated anyone for more than a month or probably less than that. Your boyfriend loves you dearly from what I read. Just know that he isn't with his ex and he has said he doesn't think...
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    Me in my new flat.
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    How was your New Year Day?

    It was alright. It was full of anxiety about my court date, sexual sin, and not praying sincerely to God. I am also suffering from a bit of depression and nightmares at the moment so yeah. My new year's isn't off to a great start. Already broken my new year's resolution to stop masturbation...
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    Court Anxiety

    I didn't formally make a complaint about the mental health nurse practitioner I was seeing. I called up the local mental health office and I think I was put through to her boss and I said I didn't like how the mental health nurse came across as bossy. As an autistic, I can have a hard time...
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    Court Anxiety

    Yeah, I get support from an organization that helps me with my day-to-day living. I am in what they would call Supported Independent Living. I do not have a psychiatrist or a psychologist or even a counselor that I see which I probably should see. I have support from probation who actually...
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    Court Anxiety

    Hello everyone. Been a while since I last posted. I'm doing a bit better but my mind is really hurting my mental health. To fill you in, I was released from prison after spending 4 months inside in June last year. It was during Covid-19 Lockdown here in New Zealand and I had no bail address...
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    Attack of the Anxiety Monster

    Hello I'm super anxious. As I'm writing this, I'm in hospital waiting to have surgery. I've never had surgery before. I'm 20 and I'm worried about how the feeling of falling asleep feels. I also am super anxious because I like a girl but she has a boyfriend and I talk too much to her on...
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    Earth - Game Development

    Hello all So I'm thinking about making a game. I'm currently self-teaching myself on a certain game engine. What I am planning is to make a 2D Top-down game. Sort of like how Stardew Valley is made if you've ever played that. Probably no-where near being as great as that game though. So if I've...
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    Satan Controls My Mind

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    Satan Controls My Mind

    I'm also a tiny bit offended that you are thinking that I should possibly change my pen name. Do you want it to say, "SatanLivesInMe"? Because that's how it sounds like. I think you're a bit wrong in saying Satan won't ever invade a human because God is there. While God is infinitely stronger...
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    Satan Controls My Mind

    Christ does live in me but Satan can also try to live in one. Just because God lives in you, doesn't mean Satan isn't going to try to turn you. Believe me, if believing in God was all it takes to never have to have the devil annoy, hurt, or attempt to convert me, then my life and, in fact...
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    Satan Controls My Mind

    Hello So for a few years I've daydreamed about a topic I've never told anyone about. I've never thought anything of it but it could mean something. I have daydreamed a lot about Satan invading my body and through me comes the beginning of the end times. I see Satan as myself pulling the life...
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    Hello - Returning Member

    Hello I am a returning member after being away for quite some time. I created a new account. I've been struggling in my faith. I do definitely believe in God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit and have believed in them for my entire life which is now just over 20 years. I got a free new...