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If I go to god now. The first thinf ill say is that I hate him. Im Angry at him and where is he in my freaking life.

Im so angry at God. I can't distract myself like I usually can... I just hate him so much right now for being this alone. He doesn't care. Im close to screaming expletives at him.

I know I'm not in God's will. But even when I was following God i felt lonely and lost. I feel like I'm gonna lose it now. I want to break down.

I dont think he likes me much either. It's depressing but when I see other christians talk to God continually and have prayer answered and find the loves of their lives, get homes and jobs bc they prayed. I just feel God cant like me much at all. I also feel he probably left me and is tired of me.

I have so many feelings right now. I feel numb, depressed and angry. Angry at myself, god and my stupid boyfriend. First, I'll address myself-- I'm mad at myself because I lost my way and who I used to be. I never had friends and was very lonely and I always attracted guys so I tried love. I...