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Some days ago I had thoughts about rejecting Jesus Christ. I was a bit angry and bitter at God at the time, so I am not sure if I thought the thoughts myself, or part of them, or if it was intrusive thoughts as I do get them as well, including ones rejecting Jesus. Now I am feeling really guilty...

It wasn't an intrusive thought. I wilfully thought it in my mind but didn't really mean it, however I was angry at God at the time. I believe this is sin, but is it forgivable?

5 years ago before I was a believer I made a blasphemous meme mocking the Holy Trinity, including the blessed Holy Spirit, and posted it on reddit where many people shared it. Did I commit the unforgivable sin, and therefore was never actually saved when I believed on Jesus Christ and maybe my...

I didn't finish the thought, I realized mid-thought it was a bad thought and stopped thinking it. Worshipping the beast is an unforgivable sin. I know the beast doesn't even exist yet but still I think it's bad to think those kind of thoughts. Now I can't get any sleep and feel more numb than...

So I did a sin back in 2019 which I thought was unforgivable, basically because that's what God told me. I saw the word "UNFORGIVABLE" in my mind when I did the sin. After doing this I got psychosis and had all kinds of wild hallucinations, which lead to suicide attempts as I thought the Holy...

I have recently had intrusive thoughts about worshipping the beast, which I believe to be an unforgivable sin if one were to actually do it. Of course I would never do it but it's scary and annoying at the same time, these thoughts just keep coming.

I was watching some sermons last evening and began to have doubts over whether or not I was ever saved. Now I can't feel God anymore and this demonic entity seems to have more power over me. I am no longer able to sleep very well.

I love Jesus and want a relationship with Him. I want to be a child of God and follow Him. But it feels like whatever I do, the situation only gets worse. I try to follow Christ, but only end up in deception. In 2019-2020 I followed what I thought was God, but it was a demonic entity pretending...

I was having thoughts about having rejected God, but I said no to that thought, but then after that I thought "I already left Him" or something like that, even thought I didn't mean it. In reality I don't want to leave Him at all but I have always had self-destructive and self-sabotaging...

I've had all kinds of evil thoughts recently and can't seem to control my thoughts. I know which are mine and which are intrusive. To voluntarily think my own thoughts requires some cognitive effort whereas intrusive thoughts appear without any effort. Now in addition to having intrusive...

Basically I did a premeditated wilful sin in October 2019, tested God by lying to His Holy Spirit and have been suffering its effects ever since. Blasphemous thoughts, hallucinations, not feeling God's presence as I used to, suicide attempts etc. I recently came across Numbers 15:30 and was...

But I think I only meant in terms of me doing that sin, not that I would pay for it which Jesus already did on the cross. However I said this out loud. I hope I didn't accidentally reject Jesus payment for my sins!

I was being bombarded by intrusive thoughts regarding deconversion. Then I impulsively thought "I deconvert, I deconvert" without actually meaning it. Do you think God will forgive me? I still believe Jesus is Lord and the Son of God. I still believe He died for my sins and rose from the dead on...

I was going to think in my mind "I no longer believe I am saved", but I stopped the thought at "I no longer believe", because I was having doubts over my salvation again. I hope I haven't lost my salvation because of this thought. Now I just feel hardened and can't feel the Holy Spirit. That...

I was pondering about the unforgivable sin and whether I have committed it then I said "Part of me believes I am going to hell" or something like that, and then I thought in my head "If I believe I'm going to hell I don't believe the gospel" ... although I am not 100% sure if it was me or an...

I was talking in the phone with a Christian friend and he asked something like if I believe Jesus died for my sins. Then the demon that's tormenting me said "I don't believe", then I felt some feeling in my body and suddenly the demon had more control over me. I do still logically believe Jesus...

I read a comment online, it said something like "I have a demon oppressing me" and in my mind I thought "I have one too", but then my mind thought "Holy Spirit". The Holy Spirit is of course not a demon or anything bad but the Blessed Spirit of God, although I do have another spirit which is a...

So I made a comment on reddit.com where I said something like "Men shall not lay with men, and women shall not lay with women. It says so in the Bible." I was paraphrasing and did not quote any exact scripture. But the truth is that the last part it doesn't exactly say that in the Bible. The...

So I was praying to God out loud. I was talking about the dream I had where I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and thought that was maybe the unforgivable sin. Then I was thanking Jesus for dying on the cross for all my sins but then I said something like "except the one sin I did in my dream". I...

This has never happened before and I could not control it but there was this guy in my dream that looked like Justin Bieber that I was beating up. Then I yelled in my dream "Go to hell HS" for some unknown reason. After this I woke up. Obviously I did not and do not mean it, I love the Holy...