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  1. boxman144

    Wonder If It's Too Late For Me

    I've been sinning nonstop lately. There's two sides in me fighting for control and I've tried praying months ago, got blessed, and I'm still sick mentally. My problem is that I don't want to change for the Lord. I want to keep my sin, but I don't want it at the same time. I just want to make it...
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    What is 666?

    Is it the vaccine? Will it be given alongside the vaccine? This guy said people are already being seared with it, but doesn't make clear WHAT people are being seared with.
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    I don't know what I'm doing

    Hi all. It's been a long time since I've been active on here. Unfortunately, I'm not doing well. I think God has been very angry and disappointed with me lately. I'm not surprised in the slightest. I've fell back into numerous sins, and to be honest, it's gotten to the point where I'm aware...
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    I dont expect anyone to care but I feel neglected to ask.

    Focus on you and your wife's relationship. Tell her everything that has happened. Tell her how you're feeling on a daily basis. God will work it out for you if you stick with Him. God bless.
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    I dont expect anyone to care but I feel neglected to ask.

    I think the best thing to do in this situation is to cut ties. It's only going to end up hurting you more in the future if you keep talking to her. Know that you have my prayers, love, and support with you. I hope you're doing alright. Find something to do to keep you distracted from talking...
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    There's nothing beautiful in this world anymore. Look around you. Everything you see will DIE. The next world won't be anything spectacular. You'll get bored fast.
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    Yea, I can't imagine nor picture an Earth without all of those things. I'm not happy anymore. Rarely these days am I ever happy, so I guess that's why I can't picture it.
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    I don't look forward to His return. Sorry, I know I should. But I don't. That means the world is ending when He comes back. So I'd prefer if He chilled in Heaven.
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    what do you mean
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    My mind is tortured. That's exactly what it is. Every morning I feel like I'm forced to watch his videos.
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    Feeling better makes me worried

    Recently, I've been very very slowly starting to feel a little bit better. I'm helping my friend who is also a Christian overcome his addictions(I think this is God's way of calling me back to him), and I've started a new relationship with this girl whom I really love and adore. I'm starting to...
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    Not ready for Christ's return

    I spent 0 hours reading the Bible this week. I have been praying a lot, though. I was looking at verses occasionally. I found them myself. I regret finding them so much. I thought God's grace was conditional? Well, at least when it comes to me anyways. I've found safety in my sins, like...
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    Not ready for Christ's return

    I think I have severe anxiety
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    What do you mean "victim"? Of what? What are you talking about?
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    Not ready for Christ's return

    I've sinned so much these past few weeks I think I'm beyond forgiveness and repentance. I am not ready to be thrown into the Lake of Fire. I'm not. I don't want to burn. I'm not ready at all I'm not I'm not ready I'm not ready to die yet. I haven't done that much yet. I want to live, I haven't...
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    I sleep normal. I don't enjoy much anymore. I just feel like I'm a robot. I still eat normally. I have patience. I have too MUCH patience. How long do I have to wait for a damn answer?I I'M DONE! I've been waiting and praying for so long and so many tears but it doesn't matter I'm fine.
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    Because opinions are a thing.
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    I've been wanting to get baptized for a while but never got the opportunity.
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    Yes, I totally repented of being an atheist in February. I don't remember the exact date but I do remember that day. But what about John 3:5? I have't gotten baptized ever.
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    Do I have to repent for my depression?

    Look at this video: It makes me anxious and I know that I'm not good enough because I haven't been resisting my sins and when I do my sin it temporarily takes me out of my depression and it's like a drug. I won't specify my sin because I don't think the mods will let me but I'm addicted to my...