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Ive been thinking about it. I dont like talking to people though. Rofl

I appreciate everyone responding. Ive been on other Christian forums and they would act like im some diseased entity because I said I wasnt a christian. Im just looking for answers. Im so depressed. Im so lonely. Im so tired of lifes [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]. I wish god would put me out of my misery but he wont.

Also youre having faith that your feelings and thoughts are from god? So there is no 100%?

Please no christian bickering in my thread.

Why do I have to hate myself in order to be a christian? I already hate myself enough.

Even though a voice would be nice or even a hug

I heard nothing. 10 years of nothing. How do i hear him? Not opening a book and relying on intuitive thoughts and feelings of what god might be saying but REALLY hear him. Im not talking about a voice but you know 100% that its from him.

Yes i prayed i cried i listened.

what does that mean

I use to be a christian like 10 years ago and it seems like my mental health has degraded since then. Everything is getting worse like I almost went to the ER tonight. I miss my faith. I miss having god to talk to. I miss being apart of a community like this but... I have never needed him more...