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Oof, I don’t even know how to start this. I used to be heavily active on this forum for a little while a few years ago because I was suffering heavily from OCD and was always seeking assurance and wanting answers for my questions. Sometime between then and now, I got heavily involved with...

So, for a while I was worried because I feel I wasn't convicted enough or broken enough or sorrowful enough over my sins, so I worried I couldn't properly repent, and therefore I wasn't a true Christian. I would ask God over and over to give me repentance and convict me and help me hate my sins...

So something came up again from awhile back that's worrying me. For a while, I stopped playing video games because I thought God wanted me to. Not necessarily a bad thing. But I think I took it too far and started worrying that if I decided to play them again, I would either lose salvation or be...

I keep getting thoughts that abortion is okay because it sends babies to heaven before they have the choice to deny Jesus. I know this doesn't justify abortion, but I can't get the thought out of my head and I'm worried I believe it. Trying to counter the thought doesn't help. For example, I'll...

So a while back I was in a really bad OCD moment of doubting my salvation and I think I might have promised God that I would never play video games again or something because I thought He wouldn't save me unless I gave them up or something. So for a while I didn't play games because I thought if...

My fears and doubts are all valid. It seems I love the world more than serving God. I don't even feel any love for God. Right now, video games are the central thing in my life it looks like. I can't do this. After asking over and over for a new heart, new desires, etc., nothing has changed. I've...

I keep getting really strong thoughts and feelings that I want to not be a Christian and fall away or something. I've had the thoughts before but they weren't this strong. It feels like I'm not that worried about it. This is really strange. I don't know if it's OCD. This feels too real. More...

I'm doubting salvation again. I'm kinda freaking out right now. According to this list, (Is It Real?) I seem to be missing evidences of true conversion. I don't know what to do. I've prayed, cried out to God to help me and save me and produce these evidences in me and my life, but so far nothing...

Hey guys, I haven't posted on here awhile, but something's come up that's caused me some distress. So I was reading the Bible and stuff and came upon the verses where Joseph and Mary left Jesus behind in the temple or whatever. For some reason, reading it made me think that Jesus didn't honor...

Okay, so a while ago, while I was having salvation doubts, I was crying out to God, saying stuff like "I want to be convicted of sin, I want to have a heart change, I want all of this stuff." However, I'm pretty sure I also said "look at me, in crying out for you. I want a changed life to live...

I can't do this anymore. I can't seem to move past these horrible blasphemous doubts. I can't seem to shake them. No matter what I do, they keep coming, stronger and stronger, and they always seem to find a reason to doubt and try to prove these blasphemous thoughts true. I can't anymore. I've...

I'm not saved. There's no way. I read something just now, and I can now say I am almost positive I'm not saved. Here's the link: How to Recognize True Repentance (Don Green) My repentance has almost definitely not been true. I only want to escape hell. I don't want to turn from my sins or follow...

Hey guys, I'm kinda struggling with some doubts at the moment. I was thinking about the theory that our world is all a simulation run by an advanced civilization of beings and stuff like that. For some reason, it's making me wonder if maybe that theory is true, which also makes me doubt the...

So I keep getting these thoughts in my head saying Jesus is the enemy and satan is lord or something like that. I think it started when I was about to say Jesus is Lord or something like that and I accidentally started to say satan instead of Jesus or something. I don't know, it's kinda worrying...

Okay. Here's another thing really bothering me right now. In the past, I've developed some really horrible sexual fantasies, some of which involve illegal stuff and crimes and stuff like that. It's honestly horrible. For some reason, they didn't bother me, which really concerns me now. And I...

So right now I don't know what to think. I feel really apathetic about God and everything recently. I've had thoughts that maybe I should just give up on God right here and right now, whatever. Why bother? Is it even worth it? I can't say I hate my sins or that I love God or anything. I don't...

Can OCD cause intrusive feelings/emotions? Like can it make you feel like you want things or like things your normally wouldn't? Because I feel that I'm starting to want all of these different horrible things. For example, I'll have random feelings that I want to oppose God, be God, leave God...

Guys, I'm having fears of being the antichrist again. I don't have any idea why. I suppose it's because I keep having these thoughts about wanting to overthrow God or wanting to be God or go against him or something. I'm afraid that I actually want to be the antichrist. What if deep down I do...

Okay, so as some of you may know, I have a problem with sexual sin, and it's kind of taking over my life. Anyway, that's not the point of this post. The point of this post is that whenever I watch stuff, I end up judging the people in the videos or whatever, saying they're living immoral lives...

Oh man. I was reading The Pilgrim's Progress and it got to the part about apostasy, and I began to get really nervous. It says how apostates at first seem to make a decision to follow Christ and stuff because they fear hell, but when that fear subsides, they fall back into sin and then end up...