Does anyone else choose to do good but have thoughts that are telling you that you are faking it? Like the real you is a bad person and you're living a lie by choosing Jesus. I get this a lot but fight it and choose good anyways.
I pray to Jesus everyday and ask Him to fill me with the Holy Spirit but most of the time I feel like I'm putting up a front and I'm truly this monster inside. I'm sick of feeling this way but won't commit suicide from a fear of eternal suffering.
