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    Afraid of medication

    I feel I Need it bc the depression and anxiety I deal with is overwhelming. For those on meds , how did you get over the fear? I just wanna cry all the time, I feel I'm always anxious, Don't want to eat. I also feel like there's more than anxiety/depsson at play. I'm afraid of passing out or...
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    What is a faith response during trying times?

    I really feel despite what I'm going through I need to strengthen my faith. What I'm going through sucks but unfortunately life can get worse. I remember a sermon I watched online about how life or the devil will try everyone Christian and non believer alike just to see if were made up of the...
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    I just lost my job

    So my job just sends me a text and says my assignment has ended. Rent is due. I feel upset bc I'm doing everything alone. When my BD had an alcohol induced seizure. I saved his job but lost mine. I can't go back home bc my mom lost her place and lives in a hotel. I feel like a failure as a...
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    Feel afraid God wont help me

    I'm so scared bc I'm not doing my fast perfectly. I didn't read much. I prayed but probably not enough. I'm doing all this on very little sleep and drinking energy drinks just so I can get up and get my kids, clean my home,make dinner and go to work. I called my Dr's office still no luck...
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    Please pray for my fasting

    So I'm going to fast. My medicaid lapsed to I can't be seen by my GP. I worked last night and been up since 3a, had to drink energy drinks to stay awake and take kids to school. I thought I'd be able to get a little sleep but my son has a parent training meeting for his autism at 11:30a so I...
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    Dealing with isolated

    So my kids dad is well however everything that happened and what he went through he doesn't see the gravity of that situation. It hurt he got mad at me when I picked him up from the hospital and I helped him and visited him while he wasn't even conscious or aware. I was there... but he didn't...
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    Please keep my kid's dad in your prayer ( in hospital)

    After dropping off the kids at school. I came back to my BD laying in a pool of blood around his head. I was afraid to go inside bc I thought it was an assault but the ambulance said he may have had a seizure and fell which caused the blood. He's in the hospital he had more seizures but they...
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    Anyone tried fasting and praying for freedom from this?

    I believe in medication. The meds I'm trying aren't really working. Gonna talk to my GP tommorow for stronger meds possibly. It's my day off and I'm still struggling with self harm thoughts, anxiety and depression. I feel bad bc I have no reasony to feel this way. My kids are safe and with me...
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    Hoping for better days

    I feel disappointed I had a tiny mental break. I am glad I was able to conceal it. I debated leaving work early last night but im glad I didn't. I was doing good for a while keeping anxiety at bay it all hit my suddenly last night. I am also dealing with alot.. just keep me in prayer is all I...
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    At work and extremely anxious

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    Highway anxiety

    So I'm having anxiety about the highways. Today I had to travel on the hwy for something but I couldn't do it . Now tommorow I have to drive the HWYs to attend an info session on a college campus. I'd feel better with someone driving with me but.. I don't have anyone for that. I'm really...
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    I thought i was doing the right thing.

    So my mom recently had a heart attack and was evicted from her place, I decided to take her, my brothers and 2 dogs in. Of course my dad who going to be homeless as well. Here's how it played out. My dad has zero respect for me, does not speak to me in my own home he talks to wveryone but me...
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    Afraid i wont be able to keep my job

    So, I'm just going to start from the beginning. I live in a 1bed townhome it was just me and 2 small kids but my mom couldn't keep her place and got evicted and now my mom,dad,2 brothers and my moms dogs are here. We only have one mode of transportation which is my car. That car has to get my...
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    Wishing i were special

    I feel when I meet people I can point out what makes them unique. Me I just feel I'm looked over often, very invisible it's been that way all my life and I'm 32. Don't really have friends and I feel if I were special people would gravitate towards me. I feel I'm just longing to be special...
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    Feeling lackadaisical about God....

    I've been saved for as long as I can remember. I have a few experiences with God but I feel I'm missing God's conviction in my life. I feel I'm one of those Christians that are asleep. I also feel I have too many responsibilities to pursue God and while listening to a podcast.. for women that...
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    How do you know if God has someone for you?

    Just wondering. How do you know? Sometimes I feel I'm waiting for a certain feeling or a knowing or something but idk. Can someone give me there experiences?
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    Anxiety about being alone...

    Not the ( can't be without a man ) type of alone. Just being completely alone. When I move I won't have my family ( though they weren't too much help) I don't have friends.. well I did make 1 mom friend but she's equally busy. So I'll just be stuck with two small toddlers and that feels so...
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    Im not sure what to do....

    So im in school again and im happy about it. Because of my credits in graduate by Dec 2023.. anyway. I get refunds from school. 3k in Jan and Feb. My Tax may be either 4/5k. I feel like there's so much ai want to do. I want to move, get a car BUT since I lost CAPS( government funded daycare)...
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    How do people continue to love God despite tragedy and his silence?

    And I'm not talking about people who have morning coffee with Jesus every day and hear him crystal clear. I'm talking about people like myself who are in the dark. In a dark place physically and mentally and have prayed and can't hear God. How does one continue to love God? I just have...
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    Please keep me in your prayers...

    I feel like I can't get ahead no matter what I do my situation keeps taking nose dives for the worst. So my daughter's father quit his job 6days before court so that he'd have to pay the lowest amount possible. Caps that pays and covers my kids daycare is due to expire on the 20th of this...