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    Afraid of medication

    I feel I Need it bc the depression and anxiety I deal with is overwhelming. For those on meds , how did you get over the fear? I just wanna cry all the time, I feel I'm always anxious, Don't want to eat. I also feel like there's more than anxiety/depsson at play. I'm afraid of passing out or...
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    How to keep the faith despite the suffering in your life and others

    Following bc im really bitter at the moment.
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    I just lost my job

    It is fair to ask. My mom said she probably won't have anything to give and is only staying a month. I'm gonna make her pay the light bill atleast and I'll have my brother watch my kids for me. Idk my mom for some reason feels she doesn't have to respect me at all and in the same breath feels...
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    I just lost my job

    My family is being thrown out again and my mom needs a place to stay. I told my dad no he can't come but I said yes to my mom and brothers.. this is my last chance I'm giving my mom. She said she's only staying a month.
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    I just lost my job

    At this point I'm not worried about a job. Just my sanity. I feel maybe I should do inpatient or something but I have no one to watch my kids so. Idk. I feel I'm fighting a losing battle.
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    swirling suicide thought

    I'm dealing with this as well. I wonder like how can a Christian be a Christian but be weighed down by depression and stuff. Also im little wear of medication but I may utilize it.
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    I just lost my job

    Yeah you're right. I still have so many worries. I worry about my mental health still, praying for a job.
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    I just lost my job

    I feel those who " overcame" definitely had help. My mom didn't have much but I feel it's made her a bit bitter. She gives advice but i feel shes so bitter and resentful and barely tries to help me even though im in her situation-- its crazy to me. I have a mom app and they just say you know...
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    I just lost my job

    Still despite this I'm struggling really badly and heavily with my mental health. I have no insurance and I feel I probably need medication or something bad. I texted the 988 number for therapy resources. I still feel incredibly ashamed so throughly ashamed bc I know people who have more kids...
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    I just lost my job

    I truly believe God is going to come through for me. I have a little story to tell I think I'll tell it here. So, yesterday I was going to go the food pantry because I was running low on food. I lost my EBT card a while ago so I was just making things stretch but I couldn't any longer. So like...
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    What is a faith response during trying times?

    I'm definitely experiencing very difficult situations from my everyday living to my failing mental health. Trust God with a failing mental health is scary. Still, what does trust look like? I struggle with anxiety so I just.. idk have no clue.
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    What is a faith response during trying times?

    I'm trying to listen to sermons but I'm still anxious. I'm trying.
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    What is a faith response during trying times?

    This is good. Thank you. I'm having a hard time bc of my bills. I paid last month's rent but now I have this month's to worry about. I'm not employed(I'm looking still looking) I have to go to a pantry for food, I'm worried about so many bills it's just alot. I can't sleep. I get anxious and...
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    What is a faith response during trying times?

    I really feel despite what I'm going through I need to strengthen my faith. What I'm going through sucks but unfortunately life can get worse. I remember a sermon I watched online about how life or the devil will try everyone Christian and non believer alike just to see if were made up of the...
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    I just lost my job

    Nights are what I prefer. What I need. I'll be okay.
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    I just lost my job

    I have to go to school. This nursing program is only a year and once I'm done I'll never have to worry about financial issues again. I think it's worth it.
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    I just lost my job

    I've tried rental assistance programs. I went down the line. Most said they were only offering it if you were affected by covid so I didn't qualify. I'm just goingnto try to look for more work. Thank you for lifting me up in prayer.
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    I just lost my job

    Thank you. I will pray as well. Thank you all for praying for me.
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    I just lost my job

    How have I compromised myself for him? I've tried unemployment its up to the company to release the funds. They didn't the first time I doubt they would again. Also I didn't lose my job bc of him. My job, well the job I had is an At Will employer and has the right to terminate whenever they...
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    I just lost my job

    So my job just sends me a text and says my assignment has ended. Rent is due. I feel upset bc I'm doing everything alone. When my BD had an alcohol induced seizure. I saved his job but lost mine. I can't go back home bc my mom lost her place and lives in a hotel. I feel like a failure as a...