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    Over A Decade Of Severe/chronic Depression (part 3/3)

    Here I am today. I walk in the shadows of society. My church is blind of me, they don't see me. My friends I have know me for who I am, but not for what I am. My work likes me for my constant positive attitude but that's all a lie. I really don't remember how it's like to not be depressed, how...
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    Over A Decade Of Severe/chronic Depression (part 2/3)

    Now my life story. (Part 2/3) Now to me... I was born in 1999. My father was more around but he still drank alcohol and still had frequent outbursts which is even worse than being there for me. Every day my parents fought, every week there was a major fight that could be life-changing...
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    Over A Decade Of Severe/chronic Depression (part 1/3)

    (I vowed to make a blog about this in my thread, so here it is) Hello, thanks for looking at this, for the safety of my identity, you can call me Victor. As it says in the title, I've been and still live a life of agony, despair, misery, torture, entrapment, lust and the list goes on. I...
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    Used a Ouija board...now a strong believer in God

    Exorcisms are intense and the most forceful way of dealing with spiritual encounters. It's effective but it can be risky sometimes. The right exorcist is needed if you want to perform this.
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    Feeling Hopeless

    Living a life without or even against God and then coming to him is probably the hardest spiritual warfare someone could get. The temptations, threats, fear are used against you to bring you back. Sometimes even supernatural occurrences which are extremely frightening whenever facing them for...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Currently, no, but I have contacted one of the chaplains here on CF. So that would be the first time. It's kind of hard to try to reopen and remember the past again to help with personal prayer with him. Even though it's all here, I wish it's just a dream. I'm still opening up about my situation...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Thank you all for the prayers, I really do take them to heart and spiritually. And thank you @redleghunter for still being there in prayer for me and I appreciate the good word you have read. It's been a rough week because I have been going through many waves of different emotions, just...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Thanks for your support and prayers everyone. Really, thank you. I updated some of it again. I usually tend to update it when I feel the raw desperation kick in. But thanks again for the prayers, I do feel somewhat better as I find a way to get my life under control.
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Though I have this massive burden, I do see Christ in my life. I praise him for being there, for saving my life more than once in the heat of the moments. Even though that might contradict to me wanting to live, I still have this gift that I mean to share to it's fullest potential. And I'm sorry...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    The church I go to is a very small traditional Pentecostal church. The pastor there knows of my families troubles but he can do only so much. I tried going to a different church called "HOPE" but my church and mother sees that as a rebellious act. If I leave, it will basically mean that I will...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Thank you so much, I feel a small weight come off of me. It feels better to breath, thank you dearly.
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    Pray for my mother please

    Your mother will get better. God bless you and your mother!
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    I have been suffering Depression for the longest time. I've been praying for God's help all my life. I realize I need more prayers. I know I haven't been right but I try to uphold his word as much as I can. If you are interested in reading about my life story, I will post the link below of the...
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Or is there a way where I can post a blog? I don't know where else to put this and I am at a loss.
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    What's the best forum that I may put this on where people will actually be interested in seeing this?
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    12+ Years of Severe Depression

    Hello, thanks for looking at this, for the safety of my identity, you can call me Victor. As it says in the title, I've been and still live a life of agony, despair, misery, torture, entrapment, lust and the list goes on. I absolutely hate my life more than anything in this world. The only...