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I would, but in my whole heart I want to trust that God has plans for me. If I were to die, I'd never see them play out. That thought kills me (no pun intended). Also, I can't imagine the damage I'd do to the people around me. But otherwise, yeah, I'm not afraid to die. I'd to it tonight if it...

I just don't see the point in living. What do we live for??? This life is absolutely meaningless. Do we live for that happy, fleeting feeling of a warm summers day? Do we live for the touch we receive from a lover? Do we live to work and work and work, to make money that we spend and spend and...

You seem like a fascinating person, and you’re writing skills are impeccable. The way you told your story was of book quality. Have you always liked writing? I’m here if you need someone who won’t look at you in that sad way that mostly everyone does. I’m not gonna look at your past, I’m just...

Philosophy student and interesting conversations..count me in ;) I’m Eliza, nice to meet you

Ok thanks! Nice to meet you! :) I would love to hear your line of thought. What do you mean by other personalities, might I ask?

Hmm...You kind of sound like me, to be honest. Well, when I started feeling that way, (still am and working on it), I got a counselor/therapist. She's been a real blessing, opening my eyes to why I feel that way too. I would definitely recommend it. I'm a know it all and really thought a...

Lol I agree, I always hear about how I will someday long for these days, and I always try to keep that in mind. Thank you for the insight and advice. You are right :) Yes, his psychopathy is what scared me too. A part of me wanted to believe that I could handle his darkness, but at the be of...

Thank you! Chaotic evil...sounds about right. Hmm...I think as with any person, I always have a slight ounce of hope for salvation in someone, or to see positive change in them. But that was later. I was only with him for about 6 months. My first intention, as shameful as it sounds, was to use...

It's not unhealthy to have friendships online. Not at all. In fact, in my own life, a part of my testimony is that when I was going through a lonely time in my life and it seemed I had no outlet and no way out of my troubles, I prayed for friends when I had none. And somehow the world "penpal"...

Oh my gosh I hear exactly what you're saying. Small talk...Yuck...People, fake people; disgusting. At first it sounded to me like you might have Aspergers Syndrome, which is a small form of autism that involves lots of social anxiety and a general dislike/disconnect with people. People with...

Great post. Everything you said holds truth and I need to meditate on your post for awhile. I find it fascinating that you said you have dealt with bipolar. My ex boyfriend had bipolar (and he didn't really know Jesus), and through his depression and the way he spoke, I knew that he held some...

Yep.

Exactly.

It's all futile. Maybe it's nice to strive to find fulfillment and meaning and purpose in living, but that's just our flesh convincing us that anything on the earth is worthwhile. And maybe those little beautiful moments we experience in this life are worth something...But other than that, it's...

I love your way of thinking. You're right. Even the first person video game/Matrix thing is something that I've thought too. God is merciful for the fact that at least after this pointless existence we will find some meaning and a life, a purpose in Him. Otherwise there is nothing but temporary...

Yes! :D

Yes definitely. I love reading the book of Ecclesiastes to put everything into perspective. Sometimes life is too much, and then I am reminded that this life means nothing. (Obviously, not NOTHING nothing, but just, nothing.)

Yep. :)

Thanks for the reply, I hear what you're saying. Ultimately God gives us a purpose and a reason here and God is our purpose and meaning here on earth, that's true. And I agree about Ecclesiastes too. I guess I'm just more baffled by knowing the fact that everything else on the earth is...

Outer space is insane, isn't it?