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    If you had 1,000,000 people prepared to follow your direction, what would be your first effort?

    If you had 1,000,000 brothers and sisters prepared to follow your direction, what would be your first effort?
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    God has disappointed me.

    I literally cannot afford a proper meal let alone drugs.
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    God has disappointed me.

    No. No medicine
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    God has disappointed me.

    No. No medicine
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    God has disappointed me.

    No. No medicine
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    Please don't read me another scripture.

    Does God handle our emotions- He gave them to us right? Our Anger, doubt, fear, questions, grief and even complains. Job 7 vs 11 TEV “I can't be quiet! I am angry and bitter. I have to speak.” Previously, the answer to the problem of God feeling distant was to spend more time in prayer and...
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    God has disappointed me.

    Yes, ulcer.
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    Please don't read me another scripture.

    Broken, incomplete, abandoned, alone, terrified, frustrated, depressed. The idea of getting on my knees is laughable. How can he allow me to fall so low, yet again... Night terrors... if someone reads me another scripture.. or tells me how much He loves me.. I will shudder. this is not a life...
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    God has disappointed me.

    Trouble suffocates me. Worry entangles me. By night I can't sleep, by day I can't rest. The burden of suffering is intolerable. Where is God? Does He know, or are my prayers heard only by the wall? Is He near, or somewhere distant, only watching? If It hurt enough to ask such questions, don't I...