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    Can't Look in the Mirror

    Thanks :amen: You too
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    Can't Look in the Mirror

    That was helpful thank you! Today I had a wonderful time worshiping God, and for a moment I forgot about all of my problems. Maybe I should do that more often? I know those tough moments will come back sometime soon though.
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    Oh Happy Day

    Oh happy day When Jesus washed He washed my sins away Oh happy day He taught me how To walk, fight, and pray And live rejoicing every day It finally hit me that Jesus washed all of my sins away! I'm free from my past. Praise Jesus!
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    I Don't Have Any Value

    Thanks. I'll try to speak to him the next time we meet in person.
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    Female Accountability Thread

    I feel awful every day. So many regrets about the things I've done.
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    I Don't Have Any Value

    From what I understand, I have a mental illness. Sometimes things get confusing. Half the time, I don't even remember posting. Sorry.
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    I Don't Have Any Value

    I've spent 3 years at my current church. But I've been known to stay as little as 4 months once I realize I don't fit in there (honestly, too late in many cases). Many months ago I sent 3 emails to my current pastor, his wife, and the counseling director about my issues finding "community" and...
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    I Don't Have Any Value

    I question why God would create me just so the world can reject me so cruelly. My one wish is to just be normal like everyone else. Me not being around would make things easier for others. Not to mention, I take up space and create problems everywhere I go. No one can bear my miserable...
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    "Born Again Virgin"

    Thanks again for your thoughtful replies
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    "Born Again Virgin"

    Thanks everyone for the different perspectives. There are so many terms used now in Christian culture that it's hard to tell what's Biblical and what's "In fashion" at the moment. Your responses helped to clear that up.
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    "Born Again Virgin"

    Is this a real thing or are people adding to what God has said? I have struggled to believe that God has forgiven me of my sexual sins, and it probably will be quite some time until I am okay with my past. But what is this belief that you can be pure (virgin) again? My knowledge of purity and...
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    I can't do this anymore

    Back then I was taking natural medicine like homeopathic herbs and used Chinese medicine practices. I thought Western medication was poison. Obviously, I was wrong. But now I see a real MD, and she has helped me a lot. I feel more normal now than I have in years. However, I still have the...
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    I Hate inappropriate content, Movies, and Music

    It is all so sexualized. I wish my parents were more concerned about me. They never warned about this or much of anything, honestly. Can't recall the last heartfelt and informative talk we've had. And my Christian private school never talked of such things. My first knowledge of sexuality came...
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    I can't do this anymore

    I still feel incomplete though. My doctor thinks I may have been dealing with psychotic episodes (there are days I don't remember). I did awful things to myself (scars and paper trails) and unknown things with others. So, I can never repent for everything and that makes me fall short of...
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    I can't do this anymore

    Thank you, Brightmoon. That was very helpful
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    Can't Seem to Make Friends

    So sorry for your struggle. Never forget you are perfect and made in God's image.
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    Can't Seem to Make Friends

    Thank you all for your kind replies. I was thinking that I might be overreacting, but being alone is so tough
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    Can't Seem to Make Friends

    I've never been able to make friends. All throughout elementary, middle, high school, and college I've struggled with anxiety. My parents never listened to me when I told them about the bullies or bad treatment from teachers. Roommates hated me (I remember hiding in my room an entire day not...
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    I can't do this anymore

    Thank you all for your support. This afternoon, I made a photo in the Bible app to help encourage me. I will look at it when I feel low
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    I can't do this anymore

    Okay, I will