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  1. LukewarmLex

    Christian for the Wrong Reasons

    My lazy attempts to seek the Lord are either motivated by fear of hell or done out of guilt. I sometimes feel guilty for ignoring God so I pray. I don't seek him because I love him or want him. I seek him out of selfish ambition. I've asked that he help change my perspective on him so that I can...
  2. LukewarmLex

    No Love For God

    I cannot honestly say I love God. I feel like my only motive for pursuing him is in attempt to get saved from hellfire. Instead, I have built up resentment for him in my heart. I feel like he has selfishly cursed humans into a life of suffering so he can demonstrate his greatness. I feel like...