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    Need help

    Hi, When I was 15, I had bad OCD, intrusive thoughts, fear of being the antichrist etc. Things got really bad and I was pretty convinced I was the anti-Christ at one point being so tired/(prescription drugged out) that I saw my face change in the mirror. So I asked God to forgive me for...
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    ready to give in to God...or OCD.

    So been really struggling lately, I guess you could say I have scrupulosity, especially blasphemous thoughts/vows etc. Just been feeling like I can't really go on any more, When I was 15 I thought i was the Anti-Christ and had blasphemed so I asked to be forgiven and said if I was, that I would...
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    So tired of OCD

    So tired of OCD. Tired of not knowing if what i feel/hear is God or just my mental state. Afraid to burn, Afraid to live life. Can't move on, cant make decisions. Tired of the blasphemous thoughts, vows, counter vows, compulsive vows, fear Hearing people say its the devil, or its something...
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    Thinking I was the anti-Christ vows

    Hi, When I was 14-15 I thought I had blasphemed God and was having intrusive blasphemous Thoughts, I also feared I was the anti-Christ. I prayed to God and said that I wanted to be forgiven and to help me get through and if it was his will would be a preacher for the church (2x2 ministry) So...
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    Need Help

    Hi, I grew up in a faith that teaches/believes they are the only way to get to heaven, and that other Christians are empty or don't have the spirit...etc etc I struggled with scrupulosity as an adolescent, dreaming of burning in hell or thinking bad thoughts about God, when I was 14-15 I...
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    OCD and Church

    Hi, Been really struggling lately. The vow/blasphemy OCD has tightened its grip on me once again. I was raised in a faith that teaches they are the one true way to heaven. Been really depressed and struggling lately with many different things, been asking God multiple times a day for signs...
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    Please help

    Hi, So some background, I grew up in a religious group that believes that they are the only ones guaranteed to go to heaven... the only right way. It is not listed as a belief of theirs but it's an underlying current in their teachings and sermons. As a child I was diagnosed with OCD it started...