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    OCD and looking for signs

    Also thank you for the post, It has helped me understand my own condition and my struggle. As i haven't really ever heard or seen someone who had the same symptom in the same way as me.
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    OCD and looking for signs

    Hi Andrew, I am sorry to hear that you are going through this. I completely understand what you are going through and as someone who has had about every OCD/Scrupulosity symptom out there I can say that I am definitely going through something much the same. I have been struggling with similar...
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    Has anyone tried this? Please help

    Hi I'm sorry to hear what you are going through, but understand that you are not alone or unique (sorry to say you are actually quite normal) in your symptoms or in your "feelings" toward God. They do not reflect how you really feel, regardless of how your brain makes you think that is. Its...
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    Has anyone tried this? Please help

    Hi, Glad to hear I could be of some help. Yes I do have OCD. I’ve been dealing with it for about 22 out of my 27 years. Started as a child with intrusive sexual thoughts, due to trauma. Morphed and changed from there. Now mostly Scrupulosity related to Blasphemous thoughts, vows, negative...
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    Has anyone tried this? Please help

    Hi, Sorry to hear what you are going through, Its important to understand that OCD is a constantly changing and shifting issue. Its important to get proper help from a mental health professional and if you can guidance from someone in your church or a Christian in your life who understands...
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    I need an explanation for these mind predictions and coincidences.

    Also, funny how we post in the OCD section but aren’t fully sure we have OCD, and talk about coincidences but then say we aren’t sure they are coincidences. Stick with the rational side of you brain. It won’t let you down.
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    I need an explanation for these mind predictions and coincidences.

    Hi Kostilaks, Are you currently seeing a doctor or psychiatrist for your ocd?? If not you certainly should, as well as talk to a Christian therapist or someone you trust from your church. You should know that you are not alone in your symptoms and experience at all. I have these exact same...
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    I dont even have hope anymore

    Hi Monique, You really need to listen to Mari. All the things you are saying are hallmark indicators of OCD. I honestly think you shouldn't be interpreting anything as signs until you get help. The OCD is a barrier that will make it almost impossible to discern whether or not God wants you to...
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    I dont even have hope anymore

    Monique, What you experienced with the earrings is just more OCD, and it’s not that God isn’t helping you, he just isn’t helping you in the way you expect. I think God wants us live as healthy a life as possible and for you that means seeking help for your mental illness. So please continue on...
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    I dont even have hope anymore

    Monique, if you feel like you can’t better or that this will never change then you should get help and be pro-active. No one will think you are “psycho” it’s important to live the best life you can and not to suffer endlessly from traps you set for yourself in your own mind
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    I dont even have hope anymore

    Yes or attribute mental illness to demonic forces or demons in general. That’s always good to do. “ don’t worry you aren’t having a mental health issue...it’s just the demons.....” that always helps people who have anxiety
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    I dont even have hope anymore

    Hi Monique, What you are experiencing is a classic case of OCD, are you currently seeing anyone and/or taking any medication? I have gone through many many bad times with OCD and I know how bad it can be but you have to fight it. Find someone in church you are comfortable to talk to and...
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    Need help

    But how to know for sure? That’s always the question. And ofcourse the fact that I don’t believe in the group I grew up in makes it harder too. I do definitely have OCD because I have intrusive thoughts, checking, compulsive phrases and make deals etc. It’s hard to just write it off though as...
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    Need help

    Yeah I had posted a very similar thread before and was doing pretty good, however every once in a while I come across some scripture that brings up some of my anxieties. And for some reason they seem to carry more weight than before, I can’t tell if it’s honest conviction, God’s message or...
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    Need help

    Thank you for the kind words, it is a tough thing to deal with, and ofcourse just when it seems to get better it gets worse!
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    Need help

    Hi, When I was 15, I had bad OCD, intrusive thoughts, fear of being the antichrist etc. Things got really bad and I was pretty convinced I was the anti-Christ at one point being so tired/(prescription drugged out) that I saw my face change in the mirror. So I asked God to forgive me for...
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    ready to give in to God...or OCD.

    Hi thank you all for the encouragement, I made it through another week! Seem to be better when I take my anxiety medication, Sad though because my OCD is definitely hurting my life and most specifically my romantic relationship. I wish I could have clarity, actually I think just faith.
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    ready to give in to God...or OCD.

    So been really struggling lately, I guess you could say I have scrupulosity, especially blasphemous thoughts/vows etc. Just been feeling like I can't really go on any more, When I was 15 I thought i was the Anti-Christ and had blasphemed so I asked to be forgiven and said if I was, that I would...
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    Freedom from OCD!

    What is the basis of the facts behind this idea of people hearing Blasphemous thoughts after speaking against the spirit? And merging with a fallen angel etc? Also, I don't really know how you figure there are so many unforgiven people in the world...is that for you to decide?