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  1. WilliamBo

    Please pray for My Christian friend

    I won't go into details but I was very hurtful to a good Christian friend of mine... they tried everything they could to help me and out of my own arrogance I lashed out at her for months. I have been crying for the past week because she (rightfully) ended our friendship... She is hurting very...
  2. WilliamBo

    Poem- I will trust God

    Poem 26 9-23-18 Mood: hopeful, feeling stronger I will continue to trust the Lord, even though my sins are like scarlet. I will continue to trust, even though I cannot see. I will continue to trust, because it is life or death. I will continue to trust, because there is no other option...
  3. WilliamBo

    Why was David's life so sorrowful?

    "For my life is spent with sorrow, and my years with sighing; my strength fails because of my iniquity, and my bones waste away." -Psalms 31:10 When I read the Psalms of David, most of them feel depressing. Why was David so depressed in his Psalms? I know he praised God a lot but so many of...
  4. WilliamBo

    Poem 24- stepping into the light

    Poem 24 "Stepping into the light" 9-22-18 I'm stepping into the light, after being heavily afflicted. It was good that I was afflicted, that I may learn to be obedient. I have discovered this one thing: that without the fear of God, life is meaningless. God's truth is stronger than any...
  5. WilliamBo

    The good and bad qualities of Peter

    We all know that Peter is known for denying Christ 3 times. So many people say they can relate to Peter because of his stubbornness and Rebellion. But I've been thinking about it and I realize, I think, that Peter simply had qualities given by God that by Nature, when not living for God, come...
  6. WilliamBo

    Poem- Rising from the pit

    Poem 19 9-13-18 Mood: happy, starting to feel free, somewhat stressed about my life Location: in my hotel room on my bed My soul is being lifted up from the pit, I am being delivered from corruption. God has heard my cry and granted me forgiveness and compassion. Why did it have to take so...
  7. WilliamBo

    Is it ok to write poetry that's dark and depressing?

    I've been writing poetry several times a week for the past month or two about my feelings with my walk with God and life in general. But I've been going through a really hard time so the Poetry is really dark and depressing. I'm just expressing how I feel. Is that okay? Is that healthy do you...
  8. WilliamBo

    Does "God's timing" include our own sin and disobedience?

    Hey guys, I feel like I really need to vent about how I'm feeling right now. Okay, so I've been a Believer for over 6 years now. The whole time I thought I was on fire for Jesus, I've been obsessed with everything Christian for 6 years, studying the Bible, Christian music, Church, Etc. I know I...
  9. WilliamBo

    My visit to heaven in January 2018

    So on January 18th, 2018 I was either taken to heaven or had a very, very realistic dream about it. I've only shared it with a few people since then but have decided to share it here on CF and see what you guys think. I still think about it often, 8 months later, almost every single day. It's...
  10. WilliamBo

    How would you describe the ''basics'' of Christianity/

    What would you say are the foundational principles of being a real Christian? And how does that apply in your everyday, modern life?
  11. WilliamBo

    Trying to get free

    i have been a believe for 6 years now and this whole time i have been struggling with depression and social isolation and other mental problems... i am really sick of this darkness. i have been through sooooooooo much with God in the past 6 years but I'm still having demon problems and just...
  12. WilliamBo

    Overcoming self and old ways

    I've been a believer for 6 years now and I know my life is not pleasing to God (yet). Please pray for me to do the Fathers will and to overcome the flesh/self. I am very often stressed about possibly not being saved and it's been almost a curse on my life for quite some time now. I know the...
  13. WilliamBo

    Why Did John the Baptist Live in the Wilderness? What Was He Doing?

    Jesus basically said that John the Baptist was the most righteous man to ever live... and he lived in the wilderness, eating insects and wearing minimal clothing. But why? My guess is that he was staying away from all worldly distractions at all costs so that he could be completely focused on...
  14. WilliamBo

    Please pray for me to have strength to do 40 day fast

    Okay I found Christ about 6 years ago but I have not yet really fully surrendered. I've been struggling with depression, fears, poverty, and all kinds of generational strongholds all this time and I don't know how to break it. I feel like doing a 40 day fast is what I need to do. No matter how...
  15. WilliamBo

    Why can i not repent of ceartain things?

    I'm trying but I don't understand why I am so stubborn about certain things...
  16. WilliamBo

    What was Paul doing during those 14 years?

    "I did not go up to Jerusalem to see those who were apostles before I was, but I went into Arabia. Later I returned to Damascus. Then after three years, I went up to Jerusalem to get acquainted with Cephas and stayed with him fifteen days. I saw none of the other apostles—only James, the Lord’s...
  17. WilliamBo

    Please pray for me to overcome sexual lust!

    I've been struggling with sexual lust ever since I hit puberty around 12 years old. And it's become basically the number one thing holding me back from pursuing God. It's a very strong stronghold and I can't seem to break it. It's like women in this society are trained to have a sensual look and...
  18. WilliamBo

    Former satanist warns Christians not to celebrate halloween

    Former Satanist Warns Christians about Celebrating Halloween
  19. WilliamBo

    Should i report child abuse?

    I'm currently living in an extended stay hotel. A few days ago a woman and a child, I assume it's her daughter, moved into the room next to me. Basically, this woman is yelling very loudly all day long at this poor little girl. She is constantly screaming at this girl, I try not to listen but...
  20. WilliamBo

    Can non-believers be Godly?

    This was a blog post of mine but I made it into a thread instead so I can get more replies. Lately I have been noticing a lot of good qualities in people that most likely are not saved. I've always loved the Book of Ruth. In my prayer time this morning I was asking God how some people can have...