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  1. Mathew Bledsoe

    Demonic Presence

    I don't know how to repent. I tried, but obviously, I failed. I used to worship demons, but I don't anymore. I prayed for forgiveness, I regret it, I confessed that sin as well as my other sins, but I don't know how to repent. Why can't it be simple? Why do unwilling invites count? If I see...
  2. Mathew Bledsoe

    Demonic Presence

    I felt this presence in my room and saw flashes of light. The internet told me they were angels, and I typically believed that, but now I quested it and prayed to God. While I was praying, I found out they were demons. I heard thoughts saying "What makes you think they're evil?" which I knew...
  3. Mathew Bledsoe

    My mother is a stubborn unbeliever

    I think she gets her information from anti-theists on the internet. I got into an argument with her because she said Christianity wasn't about love. The two commandments were about love. The teachings of Jesus centered around love. I know it's about Jesus mostly, but it's also about love. How...
  4. Mathew Bledsoe

    My mother is a stubborn unbeliever

    She believes he may exist, and she said if he does exist, she hates him.
  5. Mathew Bledsoe

    My mother is a stubborn unbeliever

    Her reason is because bad things happen in the world. She thinks God can't be good if the world is bad. She had a very negative sense of the world. She watches the news all the time and thinks the world is all bad. I can't just tell her to not watch the news as much as she does. I'm just an...
  6. Mathew Bledsoe

    My mother is a stubborn unbeliever

    She refuses to be saved. She actually hates God. Since she's not saved and refuses to be saved, she's probably going to Hell unless she stops being so stubborn. I have tried praying for her. She won't even let me defend God when she criticizes him. How can I expect her to listen to me when I...
  7. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    Another one of my visions came true today. Part of me believes in spiritual gifts, but I'm afraid that if they don't exist, I'm sinning without even trying. Would God send me to Hell because of what Satan does?
  8. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    I don't think I've been as clear as I would like. I'm not trying. I don't want to predict the future. I know it's a sin, which is why I hate it and hate myself for doing it. I know that there are no more prophets. I'm nowhere near God. I know I"m a horrible sinner who is probably going to Hell...
  9. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    I don't believe I am, but many believe there are no prophets, so all prophets are false prophets. I believe in spiritual gifts, but not all Christians do.
  10. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    Who would put me to death? The Bible is clear. False prophets should be put to death. I'm sure there are plenty of people who would be happy to kill me. There are people who want me dead as is. I don't want any of this. I don't want to be a prophet. If that's what God intends, I'm not going to...
  11. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    Most of my visions came to pass. The only ones that haven't are recent ones. How long should I wait to know if a prophesy is false or not? How long should it take for a prophesy to come true? Surely not a couple days. I am an oddball and seen as an outcast in my own community and family, I...
  12. Mathew Bledsoe

    Visions of the future and foreign thoughts after or during prayer?

    The former has been happening from a young age while the latter happened since I started praying. The visions happened when I was Christian at a young age, ceased when I lost faith, and returned when I returned to Christianity so I'm thinking Christianity has something to do with it. When I...
  13. Mathew Bledsoe

    Can I pray at any position

    You're supposed to pray without ceasing. If there's a specific position you're supposed to be in while you're praying, it would be pretty hard to do that. We don't walk around without our heads bowed, hands folded, and eyes closed. We'd bump into everything. While my church generally prays...
  14. Mathew Bledsoe

    What's on your mind?

    I'm listening to "Already There" by Casting Crowns, so the lyrics are what I'm thinking about. I also should get more pictures of my dogs. I don't have enough. As I'm typing this, the song changed to "God Is On The Move" by 7eventh Time Down. I'm on Christian Cotemporary on Pandora...