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    I feel like theres nothing special about me because of my name

    My name is natashia and I used to love my name, but one day I found out the meaning of it and it meant something dealing with jesus. I know this makes me look evil but I would like for others to envy me in some way or just feel special but I realized my whole life nothing grew. I feel...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    It's okay and thanks. I've been going through this for 5 years and I don't want to say im growing hopeless, I'm pretty sure the devil doesn't have that much power that everytime I'm about to have a breakthrough another Corona breakout happens unless this whole time it's God doing it. I feel...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    If I dont have a place to go I dont know what's gonna happen to me
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Also I dont love anyone so I think I'm asexual and since I have no place to go I cant just ask random men for a place to live cause I know they're gonna be expecting sex. And I ain't that kinda woman. What do I do? I feel like this thing wants me to fall into all types of sins I never had a...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    I keep seeing my dad's number everywhere too.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    I don't know how he got inside my head but I want him out but i do not understand what is going on. I've prayed to God. Got no answer. The only thing for ms to do is move out but I dont have the money or the place to stay, Corona is coming back and soon things will be back to what it was. Corona...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Time is wasting away and I'm getting older and my parents are constantly asking for our money cause my dad cant take care of my mom. My mom when she gets mad calls me Lucifer, satan the devil ect. And says I do things on purpose.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Or if I'm even praying to the right God or if christianity is even right for me.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Basically he will do anything in his power to block me from any promise God has on my life but yet when I pray to God for a breakthrough things get worse or nothing happens at all. I'm started to wonder if I'm even apart of the kingdom of God.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    He competes with me and tries to be apart of everything I do in order to have his name be apart of any success from me. He does not want me doing anything with my art.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    My mom is sick and my dad is filthy and has us living in filthy conditions. He monitors us and tries to figure out things about us to know what we're gonna do before we do it.
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    I also believe I have an undiagnosed disability that makes it hard for me to work. A disorder called tmau or something similar which causes abnormal body odor which causes me shame and humiliation. I've never been diagnosed but I know I have something similar. This prevents me from being able to...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Yeah. I just had it again. In another dream he's trying to kill me. When I am happy he gets nervous. I really dont know what's going on or where I am being decieved at, if I am being decieved. He wants full control over me and I sense something perverted about this relationship between me and...
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    What's Wrong With Me?

    Why do I keep hearing my dad's voice in my head when I am half way sleep? It keeps happening. Or sometimes I just keep getting so many dreams about him. You see, I don't trust my dad. A long time ago my intuition was telling me that something about my dad wasnt right. I can't really put my...
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    That's hard for me to believe sometimes because the first example of Gods love was supposed to be my dad but my dad was never accepting of me. He's very controlling and now i think might have corona because of him. I feel like sometimes God never lpved me because i was never his child. My dad...
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    I know. I wish God loved me like he loves everybody else.
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    I don't know. Not too long ago. I got it from my dad and he didn't even tell anyone his friend had corona. I didn't discover that until my mom was c ill. My dad has always been very unhygienic and he would get angry when I'd clean up. He's a hoarder too. He's controlling and tried to break my...
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    I can't smell anything
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    I just want to go away though, cause I don't to be a carrier.
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    I think i have been exposed to corona

    i have runny nose and eyes sometimes feel dry and i feel sick when i first wake up and start to feel better as i remain awake. Its just the first awakening when i feel sick. I dont even know if i know christ and my family is not religious and im not even sure of who Jesus is to me so how could I...