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I went last year to HTB church in London and there at the end of the service the priest told us to ask the Holy Spirit what he would like to tell us. After that I heard very clearly that I should go into the politic in my home country. Since then I tried to ask God about it, but no answer came...

I didn't take my meds last night and feel perfect. Normally with Schizophrenia, it is all about voices, but with me it is all about feelings and the voices come on second place. I just want to talk about me, and privately I would need to pay for counseling. I tried to contact a Christian...

I haven't slept long enough today and I feel this the entire day. I even had suicidal feelings at times and that scared me. It is now the second time in 7 days. I need counselling but that cost money. I have everything, but when I go into our estate people stare at me. I hate them, they hate me...

Can someone help here? I skype with my brother and we talk about God. He wants to tell me that the Bible should be burned. That when we pray to the Jesus on the cross we commit a sin. The Bible is wrong and so the church. He sounds like a Spiritualsit, but they still tend to like the Bible...

I went to an Open Evening in a London university and I told a psychology lecturer that I have paranoid schizophrenia. I sort of wanted to experience here something and I did. She sort of froze a bit and told me that one need to be emotional stable in order to study. She doesn't know me, so came...

The actual bad thing about my illness, is not that it is called schizophrenia, but that I might have bipolar. That most of time I feel bad about my self. I felt guilty to most of the days, just the latest confession about my youth helped me here. I battle with the severe symptoms, lately it is...

I think of stopping Abifily and just take the anti-depressant. Just to see how it goes. I am off Abify 5mg for 1 week now and I feel ok. I mean I had to get use to it. With Abifily I get more scared, more mad and feel often guilty and pray a lot. Where without I don't need to pray always, I...

I am tired, my head is a bit clearer. I had a good 6 weeks with working full time and going out to hair clients for a company and myself. So I was really buys. But I had problems with my feet for a year or more, or back pain. I was working a whole day, wanted to go to a client and saw a hospital...

Oh dear, everything should be fine, but I worry about my health. I have not just the problem with the schizophrenia, but as well pain in my body. It isn't Rheumatism, but every week now there is something. My work is strenuous but not so bad. But still the body reacts with pain. Either it is the...

In the book, A Course In Miracle, there it is written, that when we feel stressed, or abused. We start to think about it, in order to understand the situation. Unfortunately if yuou are a non-Christian you come sometimes to unhealthy conclutions. This wrong thinking can lead you into the...

In the book, A Course In Miracle, there it is written, that when we feel stressed, or abused. We start to think about it, in order to understand the situation. Unfortunately if yuou are a non-Christian you come sometimes to unhealthy conclutions. This wrong thinking can lead you into the...

I am happy, I feel well, just a bit dizzy. I haven't had my medication since the beginning of this month. I always thought to stop it, as I get rheumatic pain or Fibrio. But now without it, there is no pain. I have 2 weeks holiday and hope not to feel dizzy for 2 weeks. I often thought to have...

Apart from hearing voices, which in my case are under controll. When I am off from work, I am scared. I have to go out or phone to pay some bills or to better organise my bills, which for me are of course a struggle. It scares me. Today the weather was nice but cold, I did the laundry and that...

I think since childhood, that other people talk bad about me. That I never can trust people. That everyone talks bad about me. That is where ever I go. There is not a safe place in this world for me. At times it really stressed me out and of course broke my heart. It is torture, a modern form...

If you think like me, that voices are real, if you use this template then you get soon or later into deep water. It just can be spirits or spiritual enemies. I think my mother always talks to me. But in the Bibel talking to spirits is forbidden. So I am not allowed to learn anything about...

Sometimes I get the idea to not take my anty deppressant and rather heal with God. Plus it is as well an antypsychotic med but the lowest dosage. With it I look good. If there was a bad day at work I forget it. Without the med it can happen that I do not look good and are very emotional. I find...

It is right that when I pray that sometimes I hear from God. Or I get insight about a situation. Or I get thoughts and all that is from God and is normal. I wonder if it is nrmal as I do not speak with any one about it.