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  1. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I am sure it happens to white people as well with AA quotas an such. I despise racism on any level but I was just sharing some of my experiences. While I was livid at the time of those incidents, I have calmed down, though I do still find them to be disgusting.
  2. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    To answer your question, I am going to have to be brutally honest. Before what I am about to say, know that I am not trying to offend anyone or be racist. I am cool with everyone as long as you show me respect, but the following is my personal perspective on things. I been outta college with...
  3. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    Yea I feel some churches care more about collecting money and don't do much for the community or members of the church who are struggling. I am over the mega churches in particular. I use to attend one in my area but it just became to commercial with money being a big talking point and building...
  4. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I am praying for you during your time of struggle. That sounds like a tough situation, but I admire your dedication to God even though all of that.
  5. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    Thanks for the great advice. I still haven't recovered for this let down and is only made worse by the job I have know being filled with arrogant people who I dislike. I will get their eventually, but I am appreciate your kind words of wisdom.
  6. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    Thank you all for the encouragement. While I am still kinda mad, I starting to see some things for a different perspective.
  7. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    What makes this worse is that the job I applied for was for the University that I am currently attending for my masters. I just got my grades for my second semester (8 week courses) and I currently have a 3.5 GPA. Like I said, the job was a marketing/ customer service job that I was well...
  8. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I understand that God doesn't work on our time and he does love us. But somethings when we have hopes and desires and it's nearly in grasp it can be devastating. Say you were hungry and haven't eaten in months and there is a burger right in arms length and someone keeps taking in a way every...
  9. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    It is more than enough, but that is at an unknown time. It could be next week when I pass away or next year, or 20 years. I do love God and Jesus and I can never show enough gratitude for what he has done. But it's just hard to keep praying, holding on to faith when your best is never good...
  10. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I know we are to have a good character, and I never been someone that mistreats people and I genuinely have been doing my best to follow Christ. However, it's disheartening to have your prayers unanswered over and over again when you try your hardest to achieve something.
  11. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I have read some but will check it out more.
  12. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    While true at some point it has to be MY time right? It seems that has never been the case and probably won't ever be the case. I have lost more in life than I have won. People that don't believe or care about God have gotten the jobs I prayed and dreamed about. That just doesn't make sense to...
  13. The_Gaurdian87

    I can never get a Win in life and I am tired of praying and asking God

    I been looking for a full time job for over seven years now. While I am employed working two part time jobs, both are dead end and neither pay enough for me to live on my own ( I am 30 with a bachelors degree and working on a masters degree). Every time I get interviewed for a DREAM job I pray...
  14. The_Gaurdian87

    SINGLE 29 YEAR OLDS

    The why is kind of a long story lol. I think the fear of rejection is the reason along with some other things. When I was in my teenage years, I struggled depression and low self esteem. I was bullied verbally and people that I thought were friends were among those people. When I had the guts...
  15. The_Gaurdian87

    SINGLE 29 YEAR OLDS

    HA HA I see that is pretty crazy :)
  16. The_Gaurdian87

    SINGLE 29 YEAR OLDS

    Screaming as in bossing people around and stuff or just screaming because stuff scares you? Ha
  17. The_Gaurdian87

    SINGLE 29 YEAR OLDS

    That's cool! I read mostly Marvel and DC comics and the gaming systems I have are a PS4 Pro and Nintendo Switch. I also use to be obsessed with pokemon as a kid and collected the cards, watched the cartoon, and played the games on gameboy. Pokemon Go got me back into the franchise somewhat...
  18. The_Gaurdian87

    I feel like I'll never escape my Dead end Pharmacy tech job

    I understand where you are coming as I work two part time jobs that are pretty much dead ends. I mean I am thankful for them both as they provide me with solid income, but they aren't really helping me in terms of my long term goals and terms in the television/ film industry. It's funny that...