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Update... Some days are better than others. I have been trying to do better this year. I go to church more regularly. I pray more regularly. It just pains me to have these doubts arise over and over and over again. When I was in the 6th or 7th grade, we had a royal ambassadors group that met...

I would bet over the 16 or so years I've struggled with this that I have said 100s if not 1000s of prayers asking to be saved. If I'm not, it's not because of a lack of trying to be. It seems so repetitive at times when I rationalize and have moments of clarity. On the other hand there are...

I've been there, done that... Sometimes don't know where peace is at. Praying for you.

Made what I consider a big step and went to church again this morning alone (for the first time in probably a decade) as my wife had to work a double-shift today. Same old doubts raising their heads again. Another prayer after the service at home to ask the Lord into my heart. I think that's...

I used to have reading and writing OCD symptoms. I'd have to read and re-read and rewrite things over and over again... Like so many of my checking compulsions, I just got to the point where I got away from it and haven't had that problem much since.

Well, went to church this morning for the first time in a while.. Scrupe wasn't too bad. Had positive thoughts for most of the service, but did have some negative creep in at invitation time when the pastor was talking to the lost and offering instructions on how to be saved. Have been...

The bad thing is with all the questions that I want to answer "Yes", but part of me (presumably my OCD) is pondering my response if that makes any sense.

My OCD was triggered when I was around 13. At the time, I had been saved the year before at a Royal Ambassadors' meeting or at least I think I had (my Scrupe has told me otherwise every day for 15 years).. Scrupe says I did it just because my friends did. Although there were three or four of...