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    I’m Tempted To Watch Tarot Readings On YouTub Again

    I’m at rock bottom once again. The only thing that gave me comfort was watching tarot readings on YouTube. People predicting good things happening in your life based on which month you were born. I became addicted and watched 10 a day. I haven’t watched any for at least a year. It did give me a...
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    I’m Scared..

    I decided to move 8 hours away for a job in videography after my job made me an offer. I’m working 10 -12 hours a day while getting paid for half. No one notices. I’m not even close to the amount he said he was going to give me per month. I don’t have enough money for rent anymore, I messed up...
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    I’m Broke, Hate My Job and Almost 30.. God Took Away My Faith

    I spent all of my savings working for this job and I will soon have to start living out of my car. I don’t even have the emotions to feel sorry for myself. I give and give until there’s literally nothing left. I don’t like my job, I don’t like my life, there’s nothing left anymore.. I need help...
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    My Faith Is Hanging By A Thread.. Does It Ever Get Easier?

    Have you ever been so sad that you can’t even cry? I don’t want to move, and I don’t even know what to say? Every action I make is a curse to the world. My very soul has been murdered by a woman who rejected it. The best of what I have to offer isn’t of any inherent value. It has already been...
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    I Cut Off All Contact With A Friend 5 Months Ago, How Do I Make Peace With Him?

    A little bit of back story, he went behind my back and told my ex that I asked if he had feelings for her the night before. I knew he did have feelings for her but he denied it. Which ultimately ended my ex and I's relationship. I told him I didn't hold a grudge against him and we remained...
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    Telling Someone I'm moving on..

    This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life.. I gave this girl all I had and she never told me how she feels about me. So after 6 months of no communication I'm coming back to tell her that I'm just now moving on, because I couldn't forgive myself if she thought that I just left...
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    Reached Out To My Ex After 6 Months Of No Talking..

    The last time we spoke it was through text and it ended like this. Me: "You don't think I'm hurting?" Her:"I don't know what you don't tell me but I'm sorry that you are. I'll give you some space." I didn't need space, I needed her to show me she cares.. 6 months later I reached out to her...
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    I Don't Trust Anybody

    *Disclaimer- (I have no filter, negativity below) I get to lows like now, where I just see the world and everyone around me as weak. If you; reading this right now had any idea what I'm going through.. If I could put my mind into yours. I would stake my own life that you would not be able to...
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    I Feel Very Close To Having A Mental Breakdown..

    Long story short, we were "friends" for a little over a month. Then one night we got back together physically but emotionally she was completely distant. And when she said friends after we did what we did, I broke. I left her and I doubted everything we ever were. I was hurting so bad, that I...
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    I've Been Doubting My Faith For A While Now..

    I'm surrounded by Christians, was raised Christian, and work at a coffee shop inside a church. This past year I've been through some stuff that has made me question everything that I believe. I hear it all the time that God will figure it out. Praise goes to him, not me. God is good. Rely on...
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    I've never been so fragile/insecure in all of my life..

    I feel like such a victim.. Long story short this is the third time I've been stolen from and instead of confronting the situation, I say its my fault to avoid any arguments. First time I got over 300 dollars taken from me and I said nothing about it. Second time I've gotten the love of my life...
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    I walked away from her.. It still hurts

    It's been over a month since I decided to abruptly walk away from this relationship with no real explanation. It ended with a series of texts and me asking "You don't think I'm hurting?" and her reply saying, "I don't know what you don't tell me. But, I'm sorry that you are. I'll give you some...
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    I Left Her.. I'm Still In Shock

    It's been over a month since I decided to abruptly walk away from this relationship with no real explanation. It ended with a series of texts and me asking "You don't think I'm hurting?" and her reply saying, "I don't know what you don't tell me. But, I'm sorry that you are. I'll give you some...
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    Is It Selfish To Want Your Partner To Understand Your Pain?

    I've been caring for her so much, but I'm exhausted. The first time I told her I loved her. The next day she said "it's a crappy day" all because she had a lot of work to do. If she had told me that, I'd be going through hell and having a perfect day.. She only sees me when she wants to see me...
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    My Heart Hurts

    I'm losing hope. I put it all in a girl who doesn't love me back. I don't know how to function. How to be normal knowing that she chose someone else over me. I gave her all of me, all my hope, literally everything. And she doesn't see me as worthy of her. I never thought i'd be in this position...
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    It's Been 5 months, I Still Feel Like I Need To Confess Some Things To My Ex..

    My ex and I started talking again recently. What she doesn't know is over those whole five months there wasn't a single day that I haven't thought about her. I literally would have conversations with her in my head from time to time. It's kind of pathetic.. Over those five months I did...
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    Should I Confront My Friend?

    Long story short, he planned to break me and my girlfriend up. We did break up and 5 months later we talk about it and realize he's 80 percent of the reason why we ended things. I'm going to the movies with him tonight, should I ask him why he did that? He confessed that he had feelings for her...
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    My Hope Is In Woman Not In God, How To Change?

    The past four months I've been in a constant battle between hope and hopelessness. The one thing that gives me hope above anything else in life is to find a woman that I can share my life with. From this belief, I'm motivated, enthusiastic, hopeful, joyful, looking forward to things. Everything...
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    I'm A Bad Friend, Can You Give Me a Christian Perspective On This?

    My friend developed psychosis, bipolar, or some type of craziness all in the period of 3 days. I've never seen anyone become demon possessed but he very well might be. I say I'm a bad friend because, I'm his only friend. And Honestly, I don't want anything to do with him either. Right now his...